2003-07-15 - 10:48 p.m.
Itz just only tuesday!
I am not willing to give myself up, not willing to let go...
Hey hey hey! Itz Tuesday Night and I looked at myself in the mirror and realised HEY I AM ALIVE! Wooot~ and i have been lucky so far... Rain came just when PE started...rained pretty heavily too! Erm, I got my position I wanted in the SC which is CCAC:Non Sports! For the choir and the other is purely selfish reason of HomeWork. But I am so happy! I really was praying very hard for that post! So I am really glad! ANd today shook hands wif the Principal cos we were introduced to the school...then sang during two recesses for choir! I love Choir now....need to tok to my mum about this thenz. But I still Love being part of CCAC! I mean wow! I think SC becoming quite fun too!
Anywayz, I was quite hyper today...Marilyn didn't come then Geraldine left...and I received some HomeWork info which made me lapse into depression...Honestly! There was this huge contrast! One minute I was bouncing cracking jokes, next I was silent and feeling so vulnerable..I even left my waterbottle behind somewhere...I dunno where! haix...mEepZ! @_@ I felt really sian and useless and worthless and wat-haf-nots! yeah...but then the afternoon became more pleasant although I was feeling dead tired like starting from lunch time liaoz....we had no lunch break cos Miss Ng wanted to hold econs lec. But CHen Lao Shi went off and left civics and chinese free...which reminds me i nv did his chinese news articles...nvm nvm..haix! I wished it was the two period chinese lesson! Anywayz, I was so sleepy for the rest of the lessons even though I had a good night sleep! DOTZ!
Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, is not pompous, it is not inflated, it is not rude, it does not seek its own interests, it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over injury, it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.~ Bible 1 Corinthians Chapt 13 verse 4 ~