2003-07-20 - 7:45 a.m.
TODAY!
I finally realised why, I finally understood why
It was a day of revelation for me in all aspects...erm, I am talking about 18 July Friday!
I skipped several morning lessons becouse had to go to the recording studio in 37A Tampines dunno dunno. The buidling looked like some industrial office and the lobby was full of wierd insects...well they suck blood like mosquitoes but were bigger than normal mosquitoes? And only us poor girls kena it! :( becos the guys were wearing trousers...I don't care how hot they felt, it was really bad itching time for us! And it grew swollen! I tell you...grrrrrr! So upset over it...but we were awed into silence at the recording studio lobby...! It was so grand and professional that MeEpZ! :X so nice! Everyone was cooing...and the studio so hi-tech siaz! Really enjoyed myself....however although that ISkander Ismail? thought we were good...we sucked! We sounded so cheena singing Amigos Para Siempre mind you.. and the look on Nelson's face sealed in us how terrible we sounded! SIghz....Voldermort was standing next to Paul who was next to me...it was a bit awkward... But I finally realised why I liked him because of his singing! I could hear him sing, I mean the others were just as good...but theres something about Voldermort that couldn't be shaken off, can't tell...I have told myself to resolutely ignore him because he has been daoing me so well...if I talk to him, he will just ignore me...you know the feeling.. Yeah, but he is so different and ermz, yeah I just liked LIKED okay? yeah I have no more feelingz...and the second time I really saw him for what he was..I answered all my doubts on why I used to like him....These are my sentiments exactly! Wadeva... Yeahz, first revelation of the day!
When we came back, I nervously approached Andy Quek whether I could stay in Choir and he agreed...I was so surprised! He was really like okay about it...maybe cos he realised how enthusiastic I was and how how how how much I love choir too! But SC is beginning to be fun..(wait I tell you more later) Yeah, I was really happy and overjoyed! Anywayz, I was really glad Char made me walk with her to the Locker Rooms cos I managed to say hi to HomeWork! Yeah...hahaz..such small little things can really make people happy!
Geraldine has finally seen HomeWork's fingers and admits that they are nicer than Cai Wenchuan's ones! =) but she still maintains that Wenchuan's onez are the best cos they are graceful? and ermz...got some sort of attraction..I dunno..don't ask me..*shRuGz* yeah yeahz, what else happened? Oh yeah, through out the whole week we have been playing dodge the pi sai game right, Geraldine? Haha..I am good at it except one day forgot my duty then she suffered! LOLX! Hilarious consequences!
Anywayz, we had physics demostrations in which my grp didn't do anything as usual....we were the only grp not to do anything..yeah! We r good...esp when there is me inside! Yupz, the other grps were okay lahz...okay okay! U all were good k? XD Haha! Ermz, Econs nothing much except that cai Wenchuan is so smart...that haix...nothing can be said of him! And Kelvin too...and yien Soona nd Yong Kiat..like all of them so smart...diaoz! -_- I think I should just bury myself in the sand...hahah! I'll always remember your first thought of me Geraldine!
Then came home and kena one of the worst scoldings of my life due to my results! I mean I know I have been a slacker for 6 months and I deserve it and I know my parents are worried but yeah, they keep nagging at me until I just had to fire back. Then they accuse me of becoming so rebellious and all sorts of negative comments and itz because of my friends...blah blah blah! I was so pissed off and sad! Yeahz, I mean when i didn't call them yesterday that I was late due to SC stuff....they thot I went out with my friends! I mean the trust isn't there! They seriously think I will do that? I mean come on! I have been buidling a good rapport since sec 1 when everytime I could just hit Orchard while going for tennis..but because I really loved them both! Sighz! My Life was in official total disaster! I just couldn't take it anymore..I see nothing wrong with my atitude but itz just that I am always fed-up that they talk about same thing over and over again like a tape-recorder that i always say yeah yeah and fine ...which in the end results in us being pissed off with one another! I felt really miserable, alone and upset! It was a very awkward and long night for me!
Yesterday 19th July Saturday...had to go to school for a leadership workshop I already went thru lor...so sianz! But played along...what else could I do? Sit there and sulk? No lor... Actually there was a choir rehearsal at 10.30am and I only got the msg at 10.10am! Stupid Andy Quek! He forgot then reminded us so late so I didn't go for it! Hiyeahz, nvm tt...later for lunch went to kop food from the Paradigma....they were having this seminar where all the jcs' councillors would come...it was hosted by MLDDS! But LOLX! Jing Lun kena it lor! Hahaa! Oh yeah, CCAC are supposed to be the official kopers of the SC! Argh! I got to brush up on my koping skills then...need to go for extra lessons!
Yeah, then I was helping to paint banner in the council room! It was tiring and being in the hot stuffy council room is so not fn mind you! And then later tried to pia maths...I mean it is nice studying in the council room lahz wif council peeps..I find I can study better in a work group! And I find everyone is ahead of me...darn! And I still got Chinese Newspaper articles Whatever...anywayz, Lenny was quite helpful with the maths...he is like so super good lor..haha and he and Candy were quite *ahem* in the council room...LOLX! yeah...hahaha sometimes i wish I had a bf hahahaz...lolx! when you see how those couples act lahz hahahaa! Really...not because despo or what but more like just want somebody to be there that kind of thing ...you know.. hee hee XD anyway mum totally revamped my room again this time putting me in Alex's room...and I am not sure whether out of sheer desperation that she needed ideas on how to arrange Alex's room or what, she toked to me..I was so surprised! cos usually I'll get the cold shoulder but I'm really grateful!
Haix, in the end....watched the last part of Atlantis:The Lost Empire...then finally saw the show The Future is Wild where they talked about how the earth is like 50 millions years from now...wow! Like Chicago became a desert place and Amazon became a savanna land. It was cool but the creatures are terrifying. For example in the desert animals like the Rattlebacks, Deathgleaners and Spinks. Rattlebacks from rodents, Deathgleaners evovled from vampire bats and Spinks from quails. Now rattlebacks have armour-liked suits which protect them, Deathgleaners are terrifying creatures of the day like those prehistoric birds! They travel in packs and are black, huge and scary! Yikez! Spinks are now flightless birds with their wings changing to feeler-like stuff cos now they burrow underground and they are tiny? well compared to deathgleaners yeah! In amazon there are the CaraKillers, rattleback cousin and primates called Babookari! And since it is a grassland it is prone to bush fires.....Carakillers can outrun these fires, rattlebacks are immune to fires while primates just run for their lives! primates are the closest relatives to us....and they are fighting a losing battle and they are the only species of primates left? However they use their brains and uses fishing traps to catch fish. However, their world is frightening and fraught with danger because of the Carakillers! Carakillers are like evovled straight from the dinosaurs. They are birds and their wings have changed into those tiny arms like those of a t-rex and have just one sharp claw. They can run very fast and looks disgusting! Moreover, they are like 7 feet? And yeah, basically they suck big time....killing off our last remaining relatives on Earth..oh btw, in the show, humanz are supposed to have left the planet and settled somewhere else..
Thats very interesting but horrifying too! Anywayz, I went to file worksheets after that...made by mum b4 going off to sleep...now I have to change and go to Church! Adios amigos
