2003-08-19 - 5:53 a.m.
Haix sigh
Good morning to ya all... I finally did the test found on Shu Yi's blog that was advertised by Charlotte and proven by Ren Rong.
Haha...okayz! I admit quite accurate lahz..Haha! Itz funny how little things like that can surprise you. My mother and I had a talk again last night and I realised how far I've drifted from God. Yupz, and my Life is messing up cos he ain't there to oversee it or more like I'm telling him Lord could u just let me run my life? :'( Now tts one of the saddest things you can ever say in your puny existance on Planet Earth. Yupz, and she gave me some good advice like if it was yours, it is yours. Falling in love cannot be forced and it comes natural. And when it comes, it is beautiful... Hmz... and another one was tt don't ever let a guy know you r desperate cos u end up hurting only yourself as they will just play ard wif your feelings. Don't make the first move ever cos some guys might get too scared if you make the first move...sighz! Doesn't reflect well on you if you are too aggressive. And don't ever get hurt and upset by a guy who seems to be aloof( she had a crush in JC! Shes human!) After all, that guy might have an inferiority complex, have problems etc. So it makes no sense to let Satan get into your heart and feed your soul wif seeds of doubt like I'm not pretty, I'm not good enough.. etc. Her friend told her that there are other guys and cmon, she is beautiful tts why she has friends! :) Now tts nice... Honestly, I wonder what will happen if my mum was the same age as me.. Gee! Shes so u know...hmz.. And I constantly hurt her.. :( And she said come on Victoria, maybe u r too stressed up, too involved in your own little world to realise that might be someone out there who is interested in you. :) Geez, my mum really knows how to make me smile. She said there might be someone who has noticed you and want to know you better but because you are too stressed, too tired they might not want to approach u.. :) and you should not keep going all the way out to get the attention of a guy u like as u might be too blinded to see that someone is really making tt effort to know you better... :D I really think my mum will make the perfect girlfriend for us girls. Sighz... and you know what? She might be right after all... I might be too involved in my world tt I didn't notice at all.. She said maybe ur life is too full, you have to drop something so you can see Life more beautifully.
About yesterday which tt Johnson kept hinting about, I, well, had a fun afternoon. Mak put me in-charge of the Daniel Chan concert( who he is i dunno) and Charles couldn't be so I begged for Claire and Mak said yes! THANKS MAK! We had to meet miss wendy koh and edit the posters, plan the nitty-gritty details for collection of tics, logistics for tt day and what publicity speech Claire and I r gonna do at the podium today. We then went round pasting posters and specially went to Blk 4. But before that, we had to borrow a stapler which we got from Russell hahahz..itz funny to see how 05 kept pushing him to her.. and how he kept stealing glances at her..LOLX! So so so..hahahaz! Then we went Blk 4 413 and I first thing saw Homework. Claire and I went in to paste the poster there, making a loud racket tt we chased Homework and his fren away. Hee hee...they couldn't concentrate. Anyway, Russell stapler got prob! TRUST ALL CAT HIGH GUYS' STAPLERS NOT TO WORK! Esp KElvin Chew.. lolx XD Then I asked Homework who was about to leave to lend me stapler and he said okay..and he looked into his bag. I now know why his front pocket is always bulging! Cos its got his tie, his CDs, his stationary and what not.. And he was like oh shoots! Wheres my stapler? I think I have lost it? This is very bad... and he insisted on giving us staplets..yupz cos he said if the staplets too small, cannot staple properly.. ??? Claire said he sounded like he was whining! NO LOR! Come on! Anyway, yupz, Thanks homework. Then, Claire and I ran about school putting up the posters. Stringing them and putting them into acrylic boards. Btw, Claire also borrowed a cutter from russell. LOLX! And later we returned it to him outside AJE room..and Russell was act. inside the crowd at the board but Lewis pulled him out and gave him a flower to gif Claire.. LOLX! Then we had to borrow it again when they were in Blk 4 room hahaha and they were like Russell Russell even homework as he got high into suaning mood cos of Claire and Russell. Then we needed the cutter again to cut the string and miss koh was there and Claire refused to go inside! Pretended she was toking to wendy koh. Then, I went in and said Russell can I borrow ur cutter again? Then Lewis was like Why don't u ask Claire to come get it? I said I did but Claire wants to be busy toking to the teacher... then Russell was already getting it out..then Homework said (? dunno not sure) Victoria I don't think you have the permission to ask Russell for his cutter.. and I think i said yeah I do not have..so Russell could u please help me gif it to Claire? And I walked out and Russell was like nah take...then I said sorry russell but its too heavy! Could u help me carry it and they erupted into laughter... tts why Russell walked out to gif the cutter to Claire.. And after all our work, we went to Blk 4 to do our stuff..courtesy of Claire and Russell. Anywayz, Lewis wanted to take CLaire and Russell together and boy was Russell was embarassed! Haha! But Homework was kind and said hey Lewis, don't go overboard or else you will get beaten up..lolx! So nice but Lewis insisted and had crappy reasons why she shuld do it..like shes 17 shes grown-up treat it like an experience...etc..okayz. Anywayz, they didn't take it in the end. And thanks Claire...I am knowing 05 better cos of u and Russell...lolx! Spending more time in the same room as him.. anywayz..if i follow my mum's advice, I might just drop my feelings for him since he doesn't like me i think. Yeah, and when I sms him, he said he hoped they didn't go overboard in their teasing... so nice! LOLX! Like who will care right? yeah and he sat at my seat for phy lect which i sat during break.. 2nd row frm the top and 7th from the right. :D