2003-08-28 - 11:15 p.m.
I wonder If this was meant to be.. do you realli like me?
Rehiz....Itz another wonderful day? I stayed back to study again...wahoo... and did my maths tutorial! Hooray! And hahahaz,....I was chosen to read out a poem tomorrow for teachers' day and I had to get someone else to read.. so I went to ask Homework to help me read.. actually I just realised I asked him in a way that sounded I wanted to go out with him?
I:Hey Homework are you free tmr?
Homework: Ermz, not exactly I think I might have something up..y?
I: Can you help me do a favour?
Homework: yeah?
I: Read this poem in front for teachers' day tmr?
Homework: No!!!!!!!....
I leave you to imagine the rest on how he reacted... hahah! In the end I got Yvonne to help me do..useless bunch of scaredy cat brothers..I hope u r reading this Kelvin...
Anyway, I later asked Claire to help me solve maths prob but she was going wif russell to look at Mars..then ask Johnson he dunno... Char also.. so ask Homework.. and he didn't understand the question tt I had to explain it to him.. then he did it wrongly! haha! I asked him why he found normal instead of tangent and he was like itz -1/m and said oh no!!!! What am I doing?!?! Then he said let me think about it later..I will tell you later... I said ok...but then Char had to go home soon..so I did one more qn b4 making my way to council room to tok to claire russell and char (was feeling pretty disappointed) yeah and then later I came back cos char needed to go.. and I went over to say itz ok u dun have to solve it and he said hey I solved it already! I was so happy and he taught me how to do it! So nice! I was really happy then we packed up and went to council room to show Claire... we walked past and Char said bye people and Homework waved but I didn't say anything..then Char said bye Johnson and he said bye back and I said bye as Homework looked up to say bye...
My dad is being so irrtating! He wants me to leave!... wait
1) Soccer
2) Carpark
3) KORZ!
2003-08-29
12:37 a.m.
Haha... Now this is edited..and my korz have all gone..well it is late after all.. and I just 'ren' then yesterday to be my korz...take care of me... hahah! They are in no order of merit, Kelvin Jonathan Chew Yuan Wei and JOhnson Tan Hong CHo! But u see them ard, like haha so supportive rite Kelvin? Hahahz.. But they are nice peepz.. dunno why I suddenly decided they r great enuff to 'ren' cos I thot I realli am widely connected? Hahah as what kelvin put it 6 million children..ahem 0.o hey my sons and daughters are fun people k.. and my pa and ma are cool pple too..
Anywayz, adding on about things that happened today... I called mum and she said she was coming to school to fetch me...then we walked in just as homework, johnson, unknown and unknown walked out.. of course we met and Char said Hey..how come when we want to come in and find u all, u all leave? N.B( @ this point, Homework was looking at me and I at him) and then he looked away and said why? And Char says cos her mum fetching her..then homework said oh..okay...Bye.. I didn't even say bye back.. sadz.. Went back to council room and suan Russell beyond redemption tt he just had to say 4 times U really remind me of Homework... and one more time when i left the room.. stayed back so late until they off the lights...woooh scary sia..
And during lunch, I didn't even see Homework in the table nearby and I was walking wif johnson? and yes I was singin 'Bao pei, dui bu qi bu shi bu ai ni...' Grasshopper song like Darling sorry.. its not cos I don't love u.. yupz and finallly saw him although Marilyn and Gera saw him first..and he was drinking milo packet and he probably saw me and heard me make a fool of myself..anyway he walked off towards conference room..he didn't have much lessons today because he was in corporate video..hahaz.. Then I was complaining bitterly to Debbie that I made a fool of myself and I saw him come to canteen again..as in like looking for somebody b4 walking off.. i followed and met char half-way and pointed to his retreating back b4 turning back cos I saw him look behind..I 'entered' the bookshop in the end.. to escape..hahahz back in the canteen got sandwiched btwn Roy and johnson... oh yeah Johnson said Homework was looking at me yesterday.. he saw him as we lined up to see Mars thru the telescope.. after homework finished teasing russell and we were standing in a line weith me in front wif char and kelvin chew, homework, russell then johnson.. yeah and J said tt Homework was looking at me so obvious for a guy who keeps looking down for most of his Life.. anywayz, when we walked past their class to go for GP from 11-23 and they being in 11-24? He was still in class and thru one door I saw him as he recognised me and the other door He followed the gaze..I certainly hope I am not dreaming...
After GP, supposed to see Mrs lee.. but there were more impt things..on the field.. I saw him play soccer! I think I'm very very lucky! And his Orientation t-shirt was soaked and dirty.. and he looked so fit.. and he really could kick some good balls but sometimes.. well he isn't a pro u koe.. as much as how biased I wanna be.. yeah..but it was a great sight! Sighz! All the things that has happened for me.. i wonder if he likes me? Hmz.. even though we can speculate.. its not the same..it might be wrong! And on Monday! Ren Rong came back to see Daniel Chan Chen Shao Dong or something! And I showed her who was homework and she said No bad..hahah quite cute.. Not bad! Compared to Voldermort it is a very significant jump! And char still thanks I pei him physically so does Debbie.. Debbie said I need a guy who was tall, dark and good-looking!!! Now thats something..
I just realised my blog entries these few days are on just one person.. but if so much is happening that never realli had for dayz..is it all right if I just type it all dowm so i won't forget? yet again, even if I typed I still forgot some stuff.. Oh yeah ABK koes who is homework liao and zhiqi only knows his back? And Russell knows cos Claire told him on Monday night..I told her itz okay to tell him but forgot to mention not now!?!?.. and yes in the end I didn't want Russell know but its done liaoz... no turning back..
I've been thinking about his perfect girl.. isn't it funny that I might have been perfect to KL but I know deep inside I am not perfect? Its like living up to some expectation! And I wonder who his perfect girl is?.. Is she really that good? Why am I comparing myself to her? i think I should be good enuff for him..except I better buck up on my studies..but strangely he is so focused tt i think if IF IF he and I get together we won't have trouble studying.. time management all dedicated to studying.. :)