2003-08-29 - 3:41 p.m.
Homework
Hello! Itz Happy Teachers' Day! Today celebrations in AJ were kinda of mild not very high-keyed..don't tell the council tt..hahah! Anyway I like hanged very close to Class 0503 today.. did the ACES Day dance in front of their class..like after it I looked back at Homework and he was moved out slightly to the left like then got good view of me making a fool of myself..I think I'm thinking too much.. like I'm! Pls dun blame me all of you out there..don't fake but everyone of u wanna feel appreciated!
Then I had to read the poem thing..waited behind backstage where like its obvious everyone can see me..from the right tt is facing the back of hall.. then spotted Homework sitting next to Russell.. hahah! Dunno whether he also looking at me..cos he like kinda of looked hard at my direction yet mayb he was looking at the dancers.. strangely there weren't any at the point though...but I dun care and when I went up to say my poem, I could hear some sound coming from 05 but then Zhixiang said later 15 cheered for my name..ok.. anyway while reading it, I saw him like u koe: u koe the person on stage and u dun wanna embarass by staring at the person in case they make a fool of themselves liddat but he listened intently.. while like the rest were staring at me and tt includes Russell..but people said I read ok..so i think must be not bad..right Kelvin kor? He said it was fine and don't I trust him? Okayz.. I believe u.. :) Yea and russell kept staring at Claire behind stage.. then did AJ Rap like in front of his class again..hahah! I think they probably hate the sight of me! That Russell was like a mu tou doing the rap whereas Homework was like standing ard while the councillors were desperately doing the rap.. Claire went off beat and the microphone conked out too..so it was a disaster... but russell was there to comfort claire.. and he tagged ard helping her carry her bags and yeah gif teachers their presents and I kept suaning him until he said I really remind him of Homework 3 times again and he said at least for Homework he can hit him but he can't hit me.. XD hahah I advised him never to hit me
or he might regret.. And he said why don't you ask Homework out? I was diaoz! -_-!!!
Anyway at the bus stop claire went off so I was stuck with him and Claire said Bye Vickybaby! And russell was like so like the whole council calls u Vickybaby right? Then i was like no..only Claire and Kar boon and he was like are u sure? Is there someone else U wish would call u tt too..and I was like Russell.. and I said Well not like somebody who thinks someone is perfect and Russell said u realli remind me of Homework.. hahah! And he said he usually tries to hit homework..and he thinks he can beat the class in an actual fight...right..anywayz..I went to IJ
and called him 11.01.45am and talked to him on the pretext I wanted to ask him something.. then he was busy cos he was in RI toking to his teachers but nevertheless he wanted to know what was it about then I said nvm, call him back. and I said do u know who I'm? And he said not exactly then I said I'm Victoria..and he said okay.. and we said bye.
Then went back to IJ and gave flowers to Miss Jacq Yip and Miss Theodora Tan(Btw I also gave flowers to all my teachers in AJ and Mr larry lee) and then slowly slipped into depression mode! My mode totally changed! I was bouncy one moment then emotional!Called him next at 01:07:48pm but no response...and later at 01:40:56 called him as me and char and shang zhi waited at bus stop and talked to him he first thing said was i think Yea Victoria? and I said oh nvm about just now, I solved the problem..I asked someone else to do it and crap or those lame things U say when I actually didn't need him to do anything...yeah and he kept insisting on knowing but I said nvm nvm until he said ok..then I asked how was teachers' day performance? he said its okay.. and I asked him about my poem thingy and he said okay again and I said who is better? And he said erm both of you are okay lahz.. then I said u were not doing AJ RAP! and like only RUssell was the enthu one cos of u koe who and he laughed! (well he kept laughing thru the convo) then ask him about RI teachers and they said they pool money to buy one present as a class and I said like very few of my classmates went back.. they so united.. then ermz...he eating now? Then he said yeah somewhere ard bishan..and cannot decide the place.. then I said what to expect from u guys? And he laughed! Anyway I asked why he never answer my sms..then he said u got sms mehz??? Then like can hear panic?..or is it my imagination? hahahaz.. then I said u daoing me ahz? Then he said no lahz.. and I said u mean u need me to put my name down then u reply then he said hahahz.. I asked him if he understood but he said not very..hahah then ran out of topics so I said bye bye.. lolx..then went bishan to eat..
Then cannot find them at FOod Junction then went MOss burger where later char called him wif my phone at 02:24:04pm and said Hi I'm not victoria.. where r u? And he said hawker centre in bishan..and who r u? And Char said Vic's fren.. then I ordered food liao and had to apologise to him at the same time at 02:26:22pm threatening to kill char.. In the end we didn't go S11 to check him out and came home like good girls.. except Char studying but i slacked by going computer and sleeping..so embarassing..I seem to do more work when I'm in school..
I wonder if he knows he made me so happy today...
I wonder if he knows I was feeling so upset last night when he couldn't solve my maths problem...
I wonder if he knows how happy I was when he solved it?
I wonder if he knows I was so happy to be so close to him that i wanted to touch him?...
I wonder if he knows how embarassed I've been feeling about my behaviour to him?
I wonder if he knows I've been looking at him?
I wonder if he knows that i think he is shuai and suave and everything?
I wonder if he knows that I didn't feel drawn to him because of his looks but rather his character and his mystery?
I wonder if he knows how strong and wonderful it was to be carried by him in his arms?
I wonder if he knows I thought he looked great doing pull-ups?
I wonder if he knows I went to watch him play soccer on Thursday that I was late to see Mrs Lee?
I wonder if he knows his lameness is an added bonus?
I wonder if he knows how much I like him?
I wonder if he likes me back..?
Kelvin guessed one of my most buried deepest secret...hmz.. hope it won't be funny now... And char asked if Homework got a girlfriend and he is happy... would I be happy for him? Well, I will try to be.. since he is happy but if I think the girl realli is not his type and he only got her out of desponess I will feel very sad..
Yeah, so thats my story for now.. The story that goes on.. the roses that remain withered and fallen...the cushion being stabbed and burnt... the heart feeling used...the mind feeling confused..the body tattered and torn.. My story...my Life..
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Think i did this b4...
Protector
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Perhaps you have a small crush...Ok, a BIG one. Let
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same.
Do you like him?
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You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
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I am still Hope... whee..