2003-11-03 - 5:03 a.m.
Sighz...not supposed to use kb
MAJOR BIG-TIME OUTBURST YESTERDAY! Wif my parents...like duh.. everyday or once every two days we must have some sort of relationship breakdown.. They always think they are in the right.. and yeah, the normal teenage ranting right.. all because I stayed back until very late to do my Maths hwk b4 my maths tuition.. Apparently their definition of tuition differs greatly from what my teacher and I regard it.. And she took my handphone away.. SCREECHING that I don't need it anymore and she was going to smash it? yeah.. shes so weak.. wadeva she says..and her money down the drain.. I am feeling pretty pissed off here.. so i'll just add I am 'glad' my bills will be astronomical this month then.. boy I did say that with bitterness... And they blame me cos my family is being severely affected.. wish they would just leave me alone.. They want me to be independent yet hold on tight to me.. blahz! Hold then hold.. if I get paralysed.. well whos to blame?
And I used the word kao-bei on them and got a earful of hollering.. such a blissful melodious song to my deaf ears.. Not my fault! I don't understand why everyone is kao-being me then well at least people of authority.. kena kao-beied by Lee Bee Cheow, that old pompous windbag Mickey Tan and by my own parents.. damn it! Like I am being broken down to conform and satisfy their hungry insatisfiable demand for power and dominance.. Can they just let me get on with my Life? Stupid Mickey Tan! Gera was sick and needed to go home and he was in meeting with tt brainless git Mrs tay and Helen Chong.. and tt pathetic Mrs Tay saw us wait so long.. then Gera mum come liaoz.. so I had to barge in and get tt moron to sign and he had the cheek to kao-bei me lor! Wah liaoz.. his meeting all the way until next time Mars is close proximity with Earth then finish lor.. And we have such a supportive bunch of Admin people..seriously..I love AJ people but I hate the principal, several teachers, the VP and the admin! They are so distant from us unlike IJ where it is much better.. can seek help from Miss Theodora Tan and Mrs Matthews more easily and they are so much warmer.. tt Mickey Tan and Mrs Tay only know how to warm their office seats and produce paper to show their efforts but if there is nothing in their hearts, what is the use? He say they mug in the office all day to do work..blehz! Other principals also wat..how come they can find time to know their students better but u cannot?
Yeah yeahz.. and finally kwan-terry caught Kelvin Gera and I for toking in class...not tt she is my fav teacher anyway..Like one of the slackiest teachers who sux? Hmz.. I have a lot of character assassination to do here.. Yea.. anyway..Kelvin minus one mark of his GP test cos of poor handwriting! And a drop to B3 intead of A2.. Cmon! His 'boasts having' look like bootshitting! @_@!!! ERMZ.. yeah tts my kor.. and Char told me he was telling Joel.. U have Johnson Tan as ur uncle hahah! but I got him as a brother! Hmz... is getting related to me something tt shuld not be mentioned? Hmz.. He met Irving! Haha! irving is my first kor i ren! He was so funny! And I thot Ze Sin was wearing pink shoes...I almost died lor! PINK! but it was faded red..lolx! I colour-blind!
Yea anyway...last night I realli sold my soul to mugging! i was doing my homework and for the first time so immersed in it, I could tell Char hey ssh abit..letme solve this qn first? Like since when I say tt? Haha! No lah Johnson u won't distracting, just tt I was too distracted with doing my work! Honestly when they tok to me, I had a dazed expression! Hahah! maybe cos I was feeling psyhic yesterday? Or it was just a plain freaky feeling..
It was after econs...
And I didn't get to say hi..blehz...HE CUT HIS HAIR!!!! I controlled myself until I reached the toilet! He looked so funny but I guess it improves with time..at least it looked okay when he was studying.. :D Whee! he is so cute..hahah! Nvm..anyway felt a bit sad lahz..then suddenly thot about the morning's heavy downpour..the heavens opened and spilled their deluge on us..it was really dark at 7am! And the Lights were off...some ghostly haunted house setting except it was teeming with Life.. yea..then I said hmz, they sky so bright..won't rain again..and I thot did w/o thinking.. If homework likes me, it will rain in the afternoon again! Then I rebuked myself for saying such a stupid thing.. like wah liao! I don't believe in that.
It rained.
at 4.30pm..I still remember the time..Ng Puay San was lecturing us.. I remembered I was feeling drowsy and nodding off.. yes, and suddenly rain fell from the heavens again.. I jerked wide awake to peer disbelievingly at the rain.. and I had the queer sensation, recalling what I said earlier in the day.. freaky.. but probably concidence.. but about these sort of things, you can't help but wonder.. hmz..
Anyway, when I entered the canteen with Char to study and Homework back was facing me as he was asking his fren how to solve a problem..when we walked in he sorta of turned ard to stare at us walk to the other side of the canteen, presumably with his fren? I hope so..because from the corner of my eye I could see him looking. and I got pimple OUTBREAK! Boohoo! Stress i think! Need to drink more water.. and he looked up when Johnson, Char and i returned from the toilets... we met there.. didn't go same place to all u dirty-minded pple... and he also looked up when I said bye to him and russell..but never said bye..he just looked up and waved.. I DIDN'T Talk to him at all yesterday.. but that rain incident just left me all smiling even though I know it is useless..
But when these things happen.. oh well..
Btw..u pple out there! Even if I send u email..U better still do my quiz! i know who u all are! haha!
Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!
Yupz...i think that is all that happened! i'll try to stay back and study again! But knowing my parents....they will go to all costs to stop me from what I am doing right! And 1 wk since we saw Mars and had a spectacular time! Right? Kelvin? Char? Johnson? Right? Well..mayb only for me ;)
NAME ANALYSIS FOR: Victoria Anne Neo -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Victoria: You have difficulty getting emotionally close to others. You believe in live and let live. You are future oriented. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You are clever, inventive, imaginative and youthful. You enjoy socializing. Your privacy is important to you. You have a rich inner life. You have a great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength. You enjoy a challenge. You can take thought-directed actions. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. Anne: You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You must learn to give 'wise' service and not be a martyr. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. Neo: You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You need to learn flexibility.
I also did name analysis for homework! It goes by like first name middle name then surname.. just telling u cos I dun wanna paste his name up!
NAME ANALYSIS FOR: Homework :) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- First name: You are an 11th hour person, always succeeding just in the nick of time. The lesson of money is prominent in your life. You have a great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You are a hard worker when you make up your mind to do a job. Middle Name: Take advantage of all opportunities. You must develop your creativity and talents. You are determined to prove yourself to others. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. Surname: You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You need to learn proper evaluation of labor and work. You can be either a compulsive worker or a professional loafer.
Haha...I agree with compulsive worker! He isn't a professional loafer lor! haha! the day he is..gulpz!
AND ITZ REN RONG'S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMIE! HAHAH! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE! AND GOD BLESS U! AND U ROX! MISSING the times of VJEM.. and u!