2003-11-05 - 5:42 a.m.
Love is a many splendoured thing
Yay! I can now finally type my blog and hopefully..the system won't be down after i type it..but strangely..itz like 5.43 in the morning but got overload..wat is this..anyway yeah if u read Johnson's blog..i've been removed! My blog is getting too private and Johnson being the limelight isn't exactly going to safeguard my secret..people say I shuldn't write it here for all to see..but too lazy to write in my actual diary..
Anyway..yesterday :) something happened though not of an alarming nature.. i said MOrning to Homework the first time I saw him outside council room..went to council room..found out it was locked! Then said oopz and saw him..so said Morning and he said morning back! Well...it was a nice start to a morning..he said more than two syllabus.. LOLX! I just dunno how to say this..but I will keep it to myself.. :)
Anywayz...saw him during phy..but tts not the point..guess he was really tired! he fell asleep during ECONS Lec! I also was feeling drowsy so I did slip into unconciousness ...but he fell asleep for a certain period of time.. lolx! And his pen and paper slipped off his table while he was doing so.. He had to get up and get them..and yes, his aiming skills quite sucky leh! He crushed up his papers into balls and decided to shoot them to the waste-paper basket..which is not very far.. then he aimed in the basketball way but missed! Second time also like tt..hahah maybe MJ is better than him in basketball.. Anyway..he is so.. yeah :)
Then later after GP which kwan-terry so unmercifully retained us or maybe for a good cause, I went to watch soccer! He was wearing his PUMA house t-shirt and hahahz! He is a trifle too skinny but still just right :) And when we went they were resting b4 going to play soccer wif Yuan Zheng's classmates u koe Seng Huat etc.. and HE WAS THE GOALKEEPER! Erm..all their footbal skills cannot make it..ahem Yuan Zheng still not bad.. yea Ade koes who he is now.. she was like asking me about him during PE, wat have I done.. etc. Yeah and when she saw him w/o his spects, she said hey quite shuai! Actually homework is the sort of guy u will never notice on the road unless somebody points him out! I hope she won't try to know him! But I later went Blk 4 422 to look and haha he made several funny passes as a goalie.. and a mistake tt would have costed him dearly but the opponent couldn't kick it in. Homework is so (sorry u will have to bear wif it) dashing! Russell scored tho..but they cannot make it. Oh yeah, Xuan Ming was there too.
Anyway, i bathed after tt and changed to my PUMA house t-shirt! I didn't mean it to be tt way..anyway studied wif Wan Song and Irving and Char first..then pang sehed them to go council room when I saw something I didn't want to see...an eyesore tt represents shit! But I saw homework! he came slacked abit toking to his frenz..dribbling the soccer ball in the canteen..hahaha talking..dunno whether he caught me or he gazed at my direction I dunno...
(i just read like how many pple's blog entries and realised hey! Everyone is so sad about their results and studies! And here I'm rambling abt homework! Like sorry peepz..but I dun wanna clog my blog wif unhappy stuff...the more I leave it out of here, the more immune I will be! Social adaptabiliy!)
Anyway, his friends went off! @_@ And he didn't! He was like studying there all alone! I thought he usually would leave at 7 with them? What was he doing there? Staying back?
I went to ask him a maths question like at ard 8 plus.. then he tried to solve but cannot.. how come he can never solve the first time? I asked him hey homework staying back by urself? Then he said yeah..they went home. I asked are u free now? Can u help me do a qn? He said maths? ok. And he cleared his maths stuff and proceeded to solve it for me! OMG! He even did the workings in pencil on his own work! When he could have done it on my paper? Yeahz..but he didn't manage to solve it anyway.. he was trying! He was! Then, I said can I ask him a qn? He said ok. I said Can I study with u? They are too noisy over there. Then he replied okay (looks at his watch) hmz, its about 8 plus, i think I am leaving soon.. (ok, fine by me)
I have no idea where I plucked the courage from..I just daringly asked! I better not do this kind of things again..lest he gets embarassed cos he is the super shy type..and yes, I'll be too obvious..wadeva..
So I moved there with only my pen paper and tys and proceeded to struggle thru my work on maxima and minima! I hate those two! They sux! Don't understand what is happening! Sucky! Then anyway, his friends came like after 10 mins..tt Jason Goh and his friends.. I recognise Jason Goh now..he is so so recognisable! Yea, then Jason Goh said 'Studying with somebody huh?' then homework was like in an impatient voice 'No i'm not'..yea then they left...thot homework would leave with them.. but he stayed..
And we wrestled with maths, fighting our own battles at different areas! He was like talking to himself at certain pts..and so was I? Lolx! And it was kinda of chilly when the wind gust blew strongly across the canteen..(we were seating near vending machines) yupz.. and Ms Ong came to chase us out! And she saw me and said Hello victoria...so hardworking? I said no lahz! (SHOOTS! I SPOKE SINGLISH! HOMEWORK DOESN"T SPEAK SINGLISH! ARGH!) And she was like gazing at homework trying to figure out who he was...lolx! Erm..ms ong, just stick to physics k? Yeah, and he was like stupid question.. lolx..and I said did u solve it? And he looked at me, like gazed? and said huh? With those wonderful eyes and perfect face! I wish my face wasn't ravaged by pimples but itz PMS! Yeah..I said nvm and went back to char to pack bag..
And we packed! A lot of things to pack! Then he came over and was like r u all going home? Then i said yes..how is he going home? Then he said he was going to the interchange.. and since we still got like somemore stuff to pack he said he go first. Man, did I chiong to finish packing! And hahah we did and saw him just outside..like at the carpark! And he sorta of slowed down for char and me.. and even if we dashed we still would not have caught him at his normal speed! He actually slowed down! And waited for us to catch up! BUT I CALLED MY DAD AND HE SAID HE WAS AT THE TRAFFIC JUNCTION GONNA PICK ME UP! i WAS SO SAD...I was like beggin him to go Braddell mrt..anyway Homework was still waiting and I shouted Bye Homework!
And he said bye and resumed his normal pace...i just felt so so.. I was just standing there in my own world and urs was so far yet so close..
Yeah, Sighz! Diary! I am really falling for him! This is not the time! But I did fall for him like 3 mths ago and had all those stages where it was just infatuation.. when I suddenly stopped liking him.. and I said wats the harm of a little bit of eye-candy?.. and the ups and downs of developing it into a crush..and now, my stage where I know he is just there..so near yet so far..and i am sorry to say this(peepz u can stop reading at this point!) I realli like him.. and sorry.. i really like him a lot! Sighz! And I don't wanna do anything..I don't wanna make any move.. I just wanna get to know him better...tt sounds funny? I don't get crazy or mad over him now.. i do get spells but they are short..and he is so shuai and wonderful. I sound so dependent? Hmz.. pls don't freak out! Pls don't freak out...
I really like him.
I do.
And if u ever wanna hear three words, I will utter them for u.
But i think he might just get freaked out if he read this... I dunno? Hey love is a two-way traffic... And guys, don't freak out! Pls.. and ...wats the use of wishing? My blog is so public that I want it to be inconspicuious again...