2003-09-10 - 7:38 a.m.
My Life featuring no Homework...I could just cry.. But I don't want to!
SORRY~
I believe I was behaving irrationally again online to like the 'disgust?' of my kor and char..haha Sorry Char and JOhnson.. ermz..don't mind me.. :'(
Anyway, yesterday had to go back to school for council stuff...cleaning up council room and shifting everything back in place..whew! I just contended myself with cleaning..I hate packing of any sort..in fact I hate clean-ups! I just do what I can tolerate...or I will go berserk..Went to the library and found him there..as in Homework..Anyway, had to leave for my brother's bdae party.. Good grief!
When I first stepped into the car...I was greeted by a cacophony of noises that was like being in a farm backyard with roosters pigs cows horses etc.. Yeah..and no they didn't stop there.. Each insisted they were softer than the rest and consequently started to blabber louder and louder. When we reached Seletar I came out and gave a heartfelt scream! But it was drowned out by the boys.. anyway I slacked again..supposed to go toilet and bathed.. I went to sleep on the massage chair.. Haha! Then had to bathe or else no lunch..hahah wadeva..
Issac Chong is so cute! He is pri 1 by still acts small for his age..and he loves reading..he is gonna be the kind of guy Alex will like ..haha I think..the cute innocent nerd..oh well and he thinks deeply everytime he has to make a decision..like Issac u going to swim? Erm..hm.. yes I think i'm gonna swim..hahah He is so cute!
Anyway wanted to slack again by looking after the food but my dad wanted me to look after them in the arcade..oh well. So i just listened to Grasshoppers...but it was terrible..then they went swimming..so I happily brought the rest to the Pirates Ship(those who were not swimming) and cos Ju was there also to look after them..I went into one of the Pirate Ship holes in the ock, curled myself up and went to sleep!
I know you all r thinking.. Victoria is so lazy!
Anyway, later I redeemed myself by helping them in the playgrd..helped them hang on to the whatyoucallthat thing and then u slide like tarzan? Yeah helped the shorties get em like Issac haha.. he is so cute..
Anyway I met a Casonova today.. realli he is like a cavalier.. the sort of guy who will have a lot of girlfriends.. and he is dashing and good-looking..have the ACS look..u koe typical.. hahah he is Dylan Goh something something (I know it starts with a y)..oh well..he really is not bad looking..haha and he had a girlfriend b4.. 0.o! (i never ever had one in kindergarden haha too u koe and my sis had??) Ok, except tt Daphne wanted to kiss him and he hit her in the stomach and then she slapped him? Right.. but he proudly announced that they broke up... -_- hahaa so young already broke up.. my poor brother dun even have..heheh.. and he really will be the playboy sort lahz..I think we loads of girls falling for him.. Jia you Dylan!
And I met a guy who is the sort I might like..the quiet type and good-looker..lolx! Like yesterday was a day of looking at guys.. He is Shaun or Shawn or Sean aiyeah dunno spelling and he is the class monitor.. He is so quiet and confident and steadfast..not bad looking too.. Hahah..oh well..but for the best manners.. I should take my hat off to Zechariah.. he really is polite.. and Mikela my neice is tanned! She is 5 and she looks so pretty and innocent! OMG! She realli is a belle..sort of girl guys will like..the sweet kind..hahaha..Why am I mentioning them here? Most parents would not be happy as they would rather I say oh Dylan will be a lawyer etc..
Anyway, was pretty sad last night over a most ridiculous source in the form of Homework..maybe he was really busy..but I blew something right JOhnson? Oh well, I'm not supposed to care..I'm trying not to care..why would u want a guy to mess up ur life? But deep inside, yeah I am sad..no matter what I say..
To Char: Cmon...its okay..for it is thru all these small pain and sadness that we can grow for the better of tomorrow...i think
Seriously why am I sad over him? I know this is one phase but alas! I think I already hit my peak liaoz.. I still like him but not in such a way that I will do something crazy about him..I do try to see him so I can be happy but thats all.. SIghz..I really think I've no hope..all the past weeks when I gave myself hope..sighz it was useless... All the times he looked at me..oh well, there is no hope no chance.. I will just like him in silence..while everytime I think of him my heart will bleed..and everytime I look at him..my heart will force a smile..but believe me it will come naturally...SiGhz! And i don't wanna know how he feels..too scared.. too everything.. if only. Life wasn't complicated..
You are Squall! Stubborn, Strong-willed and down-
to-earth is your middle name. You also look
good, so dont try to let "Seifer"
damage your face again, yeah?
Which FF8 character are you most like?
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---> Me good-looking..search elsewhere..Stubborn, strong-willed? I was putting wadeva for like most of the qns?