2003-09-17 - 5:42 a.m.
Homework?
Oopx.. I am not sure but everyone is sure being moody these few days or trying very hard to be happy.. And hooray.. I haven't done kwan-terry's compre about old buildings.. was SUPPOSED to get up and do it but I couldn't take it? Oh yeah, the alarm wasn't even set, how could I even fathom the remotest idea that I would wake up? So its back to my oopz...I'm sorry ms kwan-terry but I forgot to bring... :S Sighz...
And promos are coming.. haix.. it is like no matter how hard I try I cannot make it.. :'( It really hurts tt statement.. And I don't think I can keep my 4 As and even get a S paper.. haix.. Why am I starting today in a melancholy note? Oh well....
Yesterday.
I think when people see that word they go oh boy! We sure know what we are going to expect... Hahaz.. I am So SOrry! But seriously what is a school life w/o all these stuff? And Zhi Qi said Marilyn's and mine are quite long.. haha! yeah, when it is serious.. u won't want to let it go so quickly.. U don't change crushes like changing clothes if its serious? Hahaz.. and I found out she is Toh Puay San from St Nickz. rhythemic gym..now AJE.. :) hee hee...
Anyway...came from chem lecture.. or more like chiong from chem lecture at LT4.. and entered the audi from the right hand side those big doors.. and was looking over at the left side.. looking for him sitting at Econs placing.. but he wasn't there! I was like hey he isn't there.. and wanted to go up the steps to my place, and lo and behold... he was there next to me! walking down..he said hello..(in a mumble tt was soft enuff for me to hear but too soft for Marilyn who was behind me..)..I was so stunned he said hi..I just stared in shock after him as he made his way to his seat! like meEpZ! And guess who I saw walking behind him? Yupz..the girl who likes/liked him..i am not sure whether she still likes him...
I got back to my seat miraculously w/o tripping over anything and I was so flushed with happiness I kept like Oh man and hugging myself...and I looked at his direction and caught him looking back at mine.. :) but I quickly turned away... and well he kept smiling.. but he never take down notes today..he was just reading something.. no idea what.. but still.. Haha! I can remember the day he fell asleep! Lolx!
PE WAS A KILLER! LIKE OMG! We had circuit training.. push-ups then a run then duckwalk at Blk 4.. then 3 sets of push-ups and then a run where half way must do crab glide or sumthing then duckwalk backwards at Blk 4 again and a run wif same crab thingy and then 3 sets of dips! I think I lost some weight but put it on again I think.. My BMI is 19.07..I'm normal! Yay! And Adeline says I don't have a tummy.. I do..a small one..
And when we came to canteen.. we did not purposely sit in front of homework! We didn't even see him and there he appeared.. studying again.. hahaz! Is it just my fleeting imagination but he kinda of looks at me? When he thinks I can't see.. and sometimes he does it pretty obvious but I always turn away? I dunno... I am too tense i suppose... and is he actually looking at Claire or me? :'(
Anyway, they went to play carom! Homework borrowed the board! And he changed his signature! well since like 7 mths ago
Oh yeah.. Adeline said to my ear.. Homework is so sucky! She said he was so boy-boy looking.. I DON'T GIF A HECK! i LIKE HIM MY WAY... U DON'T HAVE TO SAY SUCH STUFF TO MY EARS! AND I KNOW HE IS SHUAI! ALTHOUGH CHEWY SAID HE IS SO KIDDY-LOOKING U DUN HAVE TO BE SO BLUNT! hOW WOULD U LIKE IT IF I JUST OPENLY CRITICISED UR GUY? I HAVE THE HEART AND TACT NOT TO.. AND THIS IS MY CRUSH U R TALKING ABOUT! iF UR INSULT HIM... U R INSULTING ME.. MY TASTE.. WHY DO U HAVE TO BE SO OPEN? MY TASTE DIFFERS FROM URS BY LIKE INFINITY SPACE.. SO JUST LEAVE MINE ALONE!(oopx... sorry for outburst)
He is so cute but I don't have to say it out...cos in my heart I know it.. and I have been smiling to myself alot.. And Claire says alot of people know..haix..there are just some people I shouldn't have told..but all in all, I believe I can trust the rest! :) And that Homework should know..but sighz.. does he like me back?