2003-09-21 - 6:25 p.m.
Ode
Ode to him
I just don't know what I'm thinking,
But I know what I'm feeling
Sitting in a roller coaster
Hearing my heart thunder
Yet I know I can't have him even if I love him
Misty mornings where I lose my way
Darkened afternoons where I cry with the rain
Dreamy nights where I fantasize away
Yet I know I can't have him even if I love him
Sitting here, lonely and sad
He is just there, alone with Maths
So close and yet so far
I huddle together with my weeping heart
Yet I know I can't have him even if I loved him
Like... it is such a bliss to utter
But does he reciprocate? I dare not hear
Just standing alone my heart aflutter
I am in agony just pining a tear
He is there
And I am here
Yet I know I can't have him even if I love him
~By Yours truly
Victoria
