2003-10-30 - 5:31 p.m.
Sick~ and theres no either way....
Helloz... I am still feeling very sick despite sleeping two afternoons away..and for someone who loves talking, it hurts by physically and mentally to talk. I have to resort to miming..but this afternoon when I had to direct my Dad to my classroom in AJ, I talked and from then on, it hurts alot..my chest.. and I can't mutter a single thing now.. and I'm having chinese tuition tonight..like dotx. -_- still feeling very sucky...
Thanks to everyone who showed concern and sorry I will be quite difficult to handle tmr? Hahahz.. Yay! But I escape the zuo wen thing cos I really can't talk.. and I am feeling hot and sweaty all over..and I hate being sick..U koe in pri sch I loved being sick but in JC, if u r sick for one day, u kind of miss out on a lot...argh!.. I am feeling very sick sick sick sick...and I couldn't get out of bed today, almost collapsed...and felt like puking the entire way.. and the foods kept tickling and scratching agst my throat's lining...argh! Mortal agony.. I almost died.. or am dying even as I type here... and this is one of the worst bout of flu I ever got.. I got muscle aches all over and a tremendous headache..tths why I felt very whoozy and dizzy.. and my stomach grumbling doesn't help ease things.. I HATE BEING SICK!!! and I try not to cough too but that turns me purple in colour...
And today is my mum's Birthday..and cos I fell sick..i didn't manage to do her card...yeah I koe, I always do last minute stuff.. will just insert a piece of poetry in there tts if I can think properly tonight...wahahahz! Feel very bad... making her take care of me when its her birthday but I really cannot help out in any other way except collapse all over the floor? TTs certainly not very helpful..and my appeal form, I didn't even get testimonials except from LBC(do u even count tt?) and Ng PS...sighzable.. Kwan-Terry didn't even give me lor..heck..and I got an invitation to join Synapse together wif Kelvin..but heres the catch, they said they asked us to join two months ago...wahahha crapz lor..
Hahaz... something happened..( P/s it not abt homework)..and its like we went home together on Tuesday... altho I left school first but waited outside to talk to Claire and the waiting time at the traffic light was long..but when I was walking at the sheltered walkway, he suddenly popped out from nowhere and like put his hand in front of my sight of vision tt i was momentarily startled... and he turned back while slowing down, smiling. I smiled back and switched off my cd player..and we made our way to the MRT platform..where we were going same direction..FINALLY someone who goes the same direction as me beside Char, Roy, Jeslin etc... anyway we were talking..forgot what we were talking though...Soccer? :P anyway we were like spending half the entire time smiling at each other...its like we got nothing to say then will start smiling.. -_-.. and at BIshan station, there were 4 seats available but I was on the phone.. and he went to get a seat..by like sitting on the second seat from the wall? of the MRT seat row.. dunno whether he trying to reserve tt for me..anyway, b4 i could sit down, this bunch of noisy KS Korean family came streaming in and tried to sit at ALL available places..and thus since the available places were all ard him, he kind of was the centre of all bustling activities...and I was like smiling at the entire situation and he smiled back...hahaha it was very funny and got last remainding space next to him but the girl didn't want to sit next to him..and he looked very awkward..and at that pt in time, I wasn't thinking of anything..cos wanted to help him get out of the situation I asked if i shuld sit there and he said better not..hahaha cos the Korean family looked kind of pissed wif us? Or me cos I kept smiling in mockery of them?...hahaha anyway when the girl finally got a seat to sit on the other side, he said I could sit down now... and I was like no need lahz.. My stop is next.. then I asked him do u koe who u were talking to over MSN? He was like i got a rough inkling who but I wasn't sure... and I said U got the confirmation from Gera right? And he said yeah.. But then how come if u weren't sure it was me, u still played minesweeper with me?( or i said something else) HAahz.. I made him speechless.. and so all he did was smile back and said well, i didn't asked but it was Gera who told me.. No link!?!!?... ANYWAY i alighted at the next stop... HAhaz.. and its like we met later on MSN.. and then yesterday he asked me how I was..and told me to drink loads of water..(everyone has been telling me tt)...and yeah itz like friends
anyway, when people read this, they might think I am some big buaya?..hahahz.. i can't say anything on this subject cos people will jump to conclusions.. which I think u all have already done... and Marilyn sorry abt the CFC thing..hahahz whole reason also due to the big buaya thing..tts why never told u earlier..haha..Gera too..tho I haven't told her ANYTHING abt the CFC thing... why? afraid of the buaya thing..blehz... and I am over Homework..cos I kind of lost the feeling for him..when I realised how diff we r and ermz... I just dun wanna spend any energy on a guy now... Crushing realli crushes ur spirit..