2003-11-07 - 8:09 p.m.
Friends
Hello people...haven't blogged for a super long time.. cos of my AO Chinese exam which I hopefully would have seen the last of today...not much has really happened.. i think.. anyway..
Ermz.. I dun really wanna talk abt my academic life.. it really suxs alot..hmz.. and not to mention the principal is a complete twat..or worst.
Hmz...u koe something.. I base my friendships on my birthday.. haha if u dunno me very well, I, like Kian Huat, place a lot of emphasis on birthdays and well, if u fail it, I'll never trust u again... serious huh?... but itz the truth..and its like through this I'll determine my true friends... and those I'll never hold high regard to... Basically those who I thought am close to me...will be judged on my birthday...like Judgement Day huh?.. and yeah.. I hate to mention any more on it.. it hurts. But after tt day, although I appear ok, itz like a part of me will treat u differently. I won't really try to get close to you, your friendship don't really matter much to me... so yes..Thanks to all those who remebered and wish me Happy Birthday! I believe in the fullness of your friendship...
I guess people might get sick and tired of me...since all I do is talk about myself here on the blog...but if I don't talk about myself...then this won't be my blog..but maybe u might feel tt I'm too boastful in real life.. am I? I love being paranoid...and I think I've been losing some friendships..hmz.. I just dunno...but Life keeps hurtling on until I just can't realli keep track.. people might think i barge too much into their lives.. hey I only do tt when I believe in what i'm doing... and I won't say anything then, if u feel hostile.. its hard for anyone to get close to me...cos itz like I keep changing.. and like a crush u will get tired of me..one day..unless I carry it on...hahah wow am I being so despondent today?...
Cos i realised friends don't stay forever...even family..
But clubs stay.
VJEM and ACUTE
I wanted to do something crazy and write a small description on all the friends I've made ...but as Russell will say, " sounds so ________" Its like I wanna rmb those worth it as plain frenz...not close frenz...never mind! I'm not making sense...mayb those who have impact? Argh! Thisis not going well...
Btw, Homework went back on crutches on Wednesday 5 Nov.. cos according to Rus he realised he is aggravating his foot and wanna play soccer as soon as possible... and he didn't wear crutches for like 1 mth cos he thot he looked stupid n thot it wasn't serious. Kelvin said he walked faster than Kelvin himself walking and it would be a great laugh if he should slip and fall. Well, my theory is tt the doctor said he should have worn the crutches for two wks but only wore it for 4 days.. -_- so he is attitude and ZQ still hasn't seen him...like since Aug.. hahah! I still well like him, but I know he doesn't care..and although we see each other in school and like have eye-contact, we don't communicate.. and yeah.. tts all.. I am forgetting him...but it all comes back again...