2003-12-01 - 9:45 a.m.
The day is Long! Extremely Long esp at DSI!
My nose is red... -_- due from the ouch ouch from prev blog but its isn't a zit tho it looks like a massive one.. -_-
I'm slacking on the job.. not very ideal... I'm kind of seh now after sleeping at abt 4 yestI am now at Data Storage Institute at 20 AYer Rajah Crescent.. Level 2..doing research online on Grid Networking.. meaning erday and waking at 7am.. yupz.. and watching Striclty Sinatra..whew! Ian Hart suxz in permed curly hair.. totally but his singing cannot rival Sinatra... and yeah..Mafias are dangerous but if u get into their good books itz very plain sailing for you to get all sort of luxurious advantages..
Someone asked me.. hey hey! No offense okay and in OPEn defiance of his orders I am calling him Emerson.. Lolx.. up to u all.. U all can laugh but itz like well I think the name is cool..unless Slade is preferred or ALAS! Sir Stultus.. but nahz.. even if Sir Sollers is better.. my nick for him is Emerson...cos it becos of basically two things: Philosophy and Soccer..yupz! Altho he himself doesn't koe the philosopher Emerson well enuff..but i do quote alot of Emerson..hez one of my fav philosophers altho I do admire all philosophers from every walk of life..even if they just stand beside me. A breakaway from convention and conformity shuld be admired but shuld be within limits.. u must koe when to show attitude at the right time..any other time U r just immature...(present company excluded)
Yes, and shuld I have problems with the Devil Incarnate?.. I don't believe anyone is completely evil..even the devil himself..altho he does try..and usually achieves it.. but thats due to his choice.. we all have the choice to be good or bad.. My choice Your Choice Our call. yeah..so no matter how much u try to convince me I won't believe u ;).. anyway.. nahz Emerson I don't have a prob if u say u r the Devil Incarnate.. as long as u know when to show attitude itz okay.. it adds spice anyway..but then I will have to call u Rastapopoulos Prabhakaran cos he after all proclaims hes the Devil Incarnate too... heheh..quite a mouthful
I'm still in seh!
Okay I'm revealing one of my deepest secrets.. I think only Alex and Marilyn knows about it.. it was written I think in June
My Ideal Guy(Poetry came later)
-Taller than me
-Should wear spectacles
-short spiky hair or short hair with parting
-Tanned
-Fit
-Strong hands(now this one i can't realli rmbed why) Nice hands--> well shaped long fingers :P
-No MICkEY MOUSe ears ( i think everyone knows why)
-Don't hunch
-Lean face
-NO thick lips or big mouth
-No square jaws
(Thats only physical appearances.. It can be well-said that Voldemort didn't fit much of these..this totally comes from not having an idea...)
And for character( i think it sounds a teeny witty bit like me...hey hey i'm not zuaing here)
-Upright
-Honest
-Independent
-Gentlemanly
-Funny( Can be lame with me)
-Fun-loving
-Hardworking when needed
-Serious when theres a need to
-Not too clingy(knows the balance)
-MOtivated
-High self-esteem
-Intelligent/Philosophical
-Integrity
-Not demanding
-Thoughtful
-A Good and Loyal friend
-Able to commmunicate with me
-Reassuring
-Sincere
-Catholic(Haha! This one was quite tough altho I agreed with it but I was actually deciding to scrap it)
Yet all in all, I might find someone like that but still don't like him..or I like somebody but he isn't like tt.. I think I would not be able to take it..just like how people have been telling me tt Homework n I just no chemistry..so I guess nothing really turned out from tt, huh Emerson?
And you know something Emerson? I think we r really very alike tt itz so uncanny! And itz like you are my twin brother.. :P not tt u want to anyway.. I rmbed like from the second or third convo with you, I was like omg! He is so alike to me! And i was wow! And I came MSN just to hold interesting convos with you or else I would have just bunked off.. cos itz like realli philosophical to tok to u and I never really reached tt standard b4. Yup.. and i was wondering if I could make u my kor.. I seem rather good at this.. but then Kelvin said: "He would exclaim Why do u want the world's most slackiest person to be your kor!?!?" Haha! And u were pretty adamant abt not being supportive of it.. but I guessed.. even if we weren't exactly knowledged you became a great online friend hahah great online soul friend..wooo~ long title...yeah yeah! But isn't it surprising? I always said opposites attract and abided by that rule highly..But my ideal character didn't seem to ring true to it..
And after liking Voldemort and Homework, I was pretty sure I will never date a Catholic Boy..until u came along Emerson.. hahah but Kelvin here is gonna say something about ur faith thenz.. hey hey! I think I koe why u have this attitude to life.. cos i did have it.. I ever went thru tt phrase... when I was so sick of religion but I guess Confirmation did help abit.. and having thorough knowledge of the Bible..altho my knowledge is highly rusty now..but now.. I just feel voided.. being caught up by the whirlwinds in Life.. and also fear.. And theres another aspect but its realli too private to disclose.
This seems like another letter to u but prob is itz very public.. oopsie! BUt nvm ba...being here at DSI is boring tho The U students did ask if I wanted to join them for lunch... but I wanna finish this.. theres actually alot to write.. but I can't rmbed.
And well you r passing quite high on being a gentleman..and i really enjoy the times i spend with u... altho when we are in seh... itz a diff story..
Haha! And I do feel real bad abt gushing abt Homework b4 u even tho well.. i thot u still like ______... hey hey I'm wols ok.. i never realli got any of ur hints altho they were very obvious.. cos well honour is there! And I never believed I could like u... well this is a good example! The mind can think what it likes but the heart ultimately makes all the decisions! Yupz..this theory has been proven correct once again!
Update more later... wanna eat lunch then chiong phy homework
Was eating two measly sausage buns tt dun exactly fill the appetite but ssh abt it.. tmr I will get 3 sausage buns :) yeah yeah just too lazy to walk to canteen to eat but the major contributor is tts no nice food to eat ard here..all the food very yucky..so yeah...starve here.. blehz! Still hungry but will endure.. only till 6pm! I was doing phy homework and looked at my phone at 12.20pm... ALAS! A phonecall at 12.19.14pm! I was OH NO! Cos i switched my phone total silence..and it had to be Emerson! I mean who else has a private number(payphone)...besides my mum who will then send me an sms? So it got to be! I was like.. -_- then did my physics homework which is actually due today but i got extension for having a job attachment..I did Physical Quantities and Measurement Techniques finished..and Kinematics I finished two weeks ago so yupz! I only need another topic... blehz! I need a super short one.. and econs hwk due next wk!
Anyway Emerson called at 12.55pm again... and his reception was bad..he sounded very distant..and we had trouble listening to each other talk.. we talked about 11:12 mins :) haha erm all these details are from my hp k :P not tt i got timed until like wat.. haha bo liaoz! Yeah glad to talk to him..I wondered how many ten cents it caused him...well apparently I'm having a less boring day than him cos I've a computer but he has the permission to sleep.. I don't *yawns*.. very very tempted to sleep.. perhaps another visit to the washroom? *grinz*...
Anyway... oopx I went to sleep and jerked violently! Clattering my mouse.. yawns ... I'm pretending to have a headache.. :P.. yeah sleepy...was readin my old blog entries again
Anyway theres one day I still rmbed. I still not very sure what it was but I tink it was ermz.. Tuesday? After the last GP lecture... then Marilyn Geraldine and I came to the canteen from the side of the snack stall and I saw Emerson wif his good fren and the Godfather sitting on one of the benches on first row..and I looked and them and I knew his good fren told Emerson to turn then they were both looking wif Godfather too at my general direction.. i was like hey tts Emerson and wanted to say hi.. but on seeing the stares I was like okay.. Marilyn and Geraldine lets go to the canteen.. I rmbed tt day I stayed back late and walked out wif ______..cos I had 5.30pm PE but i tink i didn't go..anyway I rmbed telling ______ tt I'm afraid his class thinks I got a scandal with Emerson..Yeah.. i rmbed tt very well.. haha! And I didn't look deeply into it cos i still firmly believed with all my mind he still like her even tho she said no.. Up to the moment he said the actual words I still believed he liked ______.. so yeah I was kind of shocked...but I realised well I might like him...and then tts when we started.. haha! i feel so funny at times.. after looking at all my blog entries.. I shuld have seen it coming
*quote* 2003-10-28 - 5:35 a.m.
I think I need a guy who has the same passion as me..and interest..and be fiery within. Lets hope i don't blunder again but I will never regret Homework or Voldemort...
I really should have seen something like this coming.
ANyway I just finished my first minesweeper game in 154 secs.. like wow! I finally know how to play.. I guess all those minesweeper games I played with CWC realli works.. Yay! I beat it again! I got 100 secs wooty woot~ and its only 2.41pm....wahah! Couldn't type anything just now cos got some personnel came to the room.. oopX :x! and started playing minesweeper again and David came in! I think he might have caught me..heheh! But he was just checking on me.. I think hes really nice..
Anyway was surfing for research materials on Grid networking.. yeah yeah! I do DO my work k...check this thing I found on top of a tutorial I wanted to peng!
A child of five would understand this. Send someone to fetch a child of five
Its so highly INSULTING! I didn't really understand..but nvm...keep cool.. and I saw this msg attached to the keyboard
WARNING The experts believe that use of any keyboard may cause serious injury. COnsult statement on the back of this keyboard. o.0
anyway where were we? Haha...Emerson right?...haix this research thing is so boring..Its very cold and my hands are turning white and it feels like ice. Yipee! I got 93 secs for my minesweeper.. anyway this is one of my longest blog..New record I got 73! Woot~ I'm getting better at this...
NOw i got 65 secs... sorry to bother all of u out there who is getting bored of me but I got 64 secs now.. LOLX
Alex thinks Emerson is well if i say this all of u can guess who he is liaoz.. ;P Anyway she thinks he looks Malay now..at first from afar, she just thought he was very tanned.. but when Emerson asked her if he looked Malay, she got brainwashed! Lolx.. but she thinks he looks better than Homework..and so does my di.. haha but Alex can't realli rmb hw while my di just saw the class photo...
Actually now that you look at it..it doesn't seem alot.. hmz!
Okay...i tink other pple shuld be doing my job.like Wei Yang/ Charlotte who takes computing or Homework..like Homework is helping me?~?~? find out whats an I/O meter.. and hes like whoa.. what application are you doing? he is very well-read... wow! And he actually explained the basis of grid networking to me and help me find out the I/O meter! 0.o! Hes good..anyone who needs computer help..pls refer to Homework!!! but dun think hes good in html and etc.. he specialises more on hardware software... now hes having fun exploring grid networking with I suppose Globus Toolkit! And the website he gave me was quite informative too..wow! Homework is real good and he was very enthu abt it.. and nice..i wished hm fun and he said you too.. lolx
I got a new email addy! Don't flood it! Don't send anything to it... itz for my DSI work..thankz
desertf0xrommel@hotmail.com
Hey! Guess wat? Mr David just came back to chk on me and asked if I was happy here..then i said oops.. i dun realli get to touch much equipment..then he was like maybe one day if you finish your project early then I can teach u how to set up ftp, Linux, ray thingy? for the diff hardwares so as to give me hands-on! So nice right... when he needn't to! I must finish this early! Soon!