2004-02-21 - 5:39 p.m.
Dying of School... and Water and Fever
I'm feeling sianz... feeling the burning effects of fever everywhere... anyway..I'm feeling sian abt school..who isn't? I'm just sick and tired of the routines...seriously only a robot would like what we are going thru..its like pure tortured hell...and its like we are all having the hunted look... of animals.. beasts...Man... whats the difference between us and animals? We end up in the rat race as usual... and Life can go on smugly..
My brain cells are dying and theres a clamping force at the base of my head and the mind is numbing.. but hey! I'm feeling like shit...quite alot of shit in fact...so many people gif me Friendship Day prezzie and I din get them anything...seriously dunno why...I make promises and broke them too..whats wrong with me? And I seem out of drift with my friends..like Chewy, Marilyn, Geraldine...feel so sianz..(I'm hot and cold at this moment but I shouldn't gorify ya so I shall shut up)...am I spending too much time with Emerson and Council? Seriously, I can't rmb much abt school except oh yeah theres always council.. ALOT of council stuff.. or am I just making them up? 02 Human Resource IC CCa Carnival IC... yay..=( and Ng PS wants all her mentor students to keep a notebook...and write about our dreams.. I dunno lehz...after my A*star stint, I just don't want anything to do with science and research.. so I guess I would be doing ARts in Uni...maybe journalism... dunno lehz...that thought never crossed my mind until my essay was selected...thats one of my biggest achievements actually.. I always wanted to participate in COmmonwealth essay but in IJ...i was like third best? Was never good enuff..with peeps like Suzanne Seah and Audrey Lim and Danielle Kwan... I was NOWHERE! Hahaz... i'm having uncanny laughters here... so don't mind me..
Anyway, I'm sorry Marilyn and Geraldine if I'm like so out of drift with you all...will try to spend more time and don't make so much silly excuses about council....crappy crappy me! Sorry =( for being such a lousy fren lahz...being so superficial and artificial...how bad am I? *groans*
Next week is a bzy week for me...have to stay back everyday for the OGF interview...since I'm the IC...and got to tabulate results and choose them...shitx... I just remembered something..suppose to put the list of OGFS in teachers' staff room..think Mak has done it but dunnno if Alex Tan rmbed...and hopefully all 161 will turn up! Now I know how much trouble I put the prev council into when I nv come for interview cos I was chicken... anyway I need to choose 108! So pls pls pls let them all come..I'm begging you tho on a positive light some J1s came to council room to enquire abt interview dates even b4 it was put up.. Thank God for them for enthu! I just feel not so bad when I think of them..
Anyway I guess Marilyn and Geraldine and NG PS were amused by the peeing stint I had yesterday... I practically kept peeing non-stop for every half an hour due to my fight agst the sore throat...i drank water like theres no tmr plus drinking herbal tea...anyway I stoppped drinking water after econs lec.. and the rate of toilet visiting peetered down from there...*phew* was kind of getting scared of the erm..water poisoning... so freaky! But i still need to go toilet now..hmz.. I hope I will be ok to sing during Mass tmr...
And yes, Emerson is sick...for like so long...hes was one of the severest bouts of flu..and pardon my England here.. hahah i come up with my own england words...
And this Wednesday is Ash Wednesday! Every Catholic must rmb to fast! And ATTEND MASS K? DON"T FORGET!