2004-03-31 - 4:17 a.m.
Happily peeping at Skeletons in my closet
Haha! I'm up early cos I had a bad tummy... and u wonder why guys complain about stupid small stuff like NS and having higher standards to pass for NAFA...tok abt sissies...
Well... I read Gera's blog and its sublimal! Inspired me to write my own fic... but knowing what a severely crippled writer I'm, prepare to be shocked! Oh! And I had a fictionpress account I never used before... I think fictionpress is so much cooler than fictionet...paiseh..!!! I CAN"T FIND MARILYN'S FIC!!! :'(...sorry...sighz
Cheer up ACUTE!...we've realli been traumatised alot...these recent weeks.. or perhaps forever... from teachers to students... but rally! ACUTE will survive AJC! Love ya guys...thanks for always being there for me..for being there when it mattered.. and for partaking in illegal class activites =P!!
Well I only detest one teacher to the core. its my phy teacher! She is so unwholly biased! Yeah right! She is this thing who knows who she wants to zoom on, who knows who she wants to ignore..who she wants to pick on.. yet she looks and acts angelic.. Well.. sorry! it ain't heaven yet...there r devil incarnates about...
And why do people go the wong way? Not that I'm one to judge but if the Law knows u r wrong.. then just buck up! Pls don't try to drag me with u...I'm scared of u pulling the cotton over my eyes... but I can see.. don't! Making me lose u hurt...alot...and the past is still the past.
Orientation 2 was not that great for me..just seriously thankful its over and survived! Its like O2 is this thing nobody wants to do BUT must be done... and Done it has been so I shall not say anything more of it...nor offer anymore amendments or regrets to it...
Mugging? HAHAH! I'm just surviving.. and yep! I'm just doing homework and homework admist the endless tirade of lashing...what mugging...pah!
PFT was on Monday...phew! Managed perfect score except for the 2.4 run which is next week...hahah! Hope next wk won't be that hot..might frizzle out.. and melt..hahah only thing that surprised me was inclined! i DID 20! OMG! I mean its like wow! I could only do 7 last yr..but this yr it seemed like a breeze only that I sprained my neck in consequence...-_- guess u can't have the best of everything...
CCA Carnival was ran by me.. and how many pple complaining to Li Hui they dunno the schedule.. wow! I made the announcement that its on the Aj Nexus board for 3 times..what u think I'll put up there? My timetable? Cmon CCA Heads gimme a break k? I was busy wif Orientation 2! but I think they did a fantastic job tho a CERTAIN SOME complained I treated them like shit...if itz Lion Dance.. U deserve it.. u big ignormus moronic botak head odious prig.. =X Pompus windbag!
I realised my entries have been less violent now...effect of not wanting to make someone worry about me...tho he claims he does it everytime.. hahaha makes me sometimes so embarrassed to reveal my shortcomings to someone who embodies perfection.. to someone who embodies strength.. and I feel sometimes so weak and like how on earth can I look at my self in such a pitiful state? The most important is to Love yourself..and it helps if someone loves u enuff to help carry u at some points...And the fact that Wisdom does reside in him.. that he comes up with the most perfect and worthy thing to say at times.. and how he is alike to me..and yet so different..ALTHO he is rather slow on the upkeep at times.. and I do suan him alot..but he takes it all in his stride.. making me feel guilty..you know something? I wonder how people can play with LOve so foolishly? Is it the result of the First Love being disappointing..that they thus lose their actual perception of Love? A First Love is always like a flower coming to bloom in the morning...its so sweet and overflowing with purity and innocence..but once its destroyed.. the dark earth envelopes it hungrily...
I love Emerson...for everything he embodies... for everything he is...for being able to have self-control and integrity...altho sometimes his heart runs faster than his mind and I have to tell him to stop or he will end up injuring his health.. hmz..BOYZ! And the fact that he found out how lame I can be.. everyone rmbs the KERRING joke? Haha! He was realli speechless then... Emerson is so much like a boy and yet like a guy at TIMES! But I don't deserve him...