2004-04-19 - 8:40 p.m.
Why my brother? Why him?
I think people might never believe all the things happening to me... damn!
My brother got warded into hospital today... why? Cos of pneumonia! Shitx! I would rather that happen to me than my precious baby brother! Pneumonia!!! It offers scaring of the lungs! And he is still so young..i hope and pray his lungs would not be damaged! He is only pri 2...and hasn't lived his life! Shit! And Damn! Why must it happen to him? I would rather it happened to me... a worthless life!
And THANKS EVER SO MUCH WEIYANG n MARILYN from council! You guys realli rocked! Esp weiyang! I realli needed company back on this lonely night... and yeah.. he wasn't there.. but WY offered to like accompany me so real big THANKS!(tho he didn't cos I told him well no need lah.. quite u koe wat) For the thought and for the sms... realli put a smile into my face! thanky! Haha..besides he is real real nice! Seriously! Any girl who gets him will be lucky Haha! Hope cheer support goes well tmr..ANd Marilyn for laming and bearing with me and giving me support... Li Hui Li Shi and Mak too for showing concern... but I guess I was real depressed over my baby brother! He means so much to me.. I will just die for him... as i would do for my family..