Thursday, May. 27, 2004 - 10:23 p.m.
Most of All...
I'm not going for the IJ mass... and yes, I feel very very bad.. Alex is horribly disappointed and I? I am confused. With the change.. of.. I dun wanna say.
BUt I'm going to school.
Sigh Alex's birthday is on 30th May and I haven't gotten her ANYTHING and she badly wants Jekyll and Hyde The Gothic musical thriller CD or the Prisoner of Azkaban computer game which i think is not out in s'pore and nevertheless I'm too broke for it.. *mourns*
And I just realised my maths.. oh my MATHS! I thank God for letting me get C for promos... that realli saved me from alot of maths extra classes..
And I think I've been too what with Emerson.. sometimes having no phone can't realli guage and yeah, so I think I'm annoying him, real badly or am I being paranoid.. but I can't help it cos I miss him but yeah, I shld leave him alone.. =(.. and yes, I dunno why.. I dunno if he feels the same way.. but I miss him alot.. and I do need him now. At this moment.
Sighz... I'm feeling crap now.. realli crap...I wanna cry! I wanna go for IJ mass, I wanna do well for maths.. I wanna outdo myself in GP... but most of all.. I just wanna see him...