Monday, Jun. 14, 2004 - 8:11 p.m.

Simple things... simple treats +[quizzes on the names for love]

Helloz... I'm very seh... seriously.. studying for whole day..argh! I feel like my brains are saturated... but then again..doesn't everybody?

I saw Timothy Gan today at NYP...at least I think it was...it was just over 2pm when we walked out and saw him! Haha! I quickly called Marilyn! *grinz* He was in a black tee and jeans..I think... hahah i was just too engrossed racking my brains on trying to rmb how TImothy Gan looks like.. but anyway.. heehee.. i saw him .. hopefully it was him lahz...

And yes! I saw the guy I waited to see for six day! Yep!...altho I couldn't talk much because I was too tired.. but I was just so happy to listen to his voice...

And another psychic thing happened.. I wanted to go to the fish pond and wait for him when at the precise moment he turned the corner to meet me from the canteen..having failed to meet Jason Goh Hong Wei etc.. these little things do happen.. when we suddenly sms each other at the same time.. oh well..

And did you read about the American who got kidnapped and the one who died? They called him an American Christian.. is it a time that we die for our faith? Why issit that every religion will definitely have their followers dying once?... All becos they believe they are better right and supreme.. so human nature.. and so un-religion like...well..

Sometimes I wish all these terrorists would just murder themselves.. they attack on civilians.. the old battlecode of honour: Attacking those who are armed just falls on deaf ears.. its stupid how they fight out...I mean people just want a life.. you know study work crap crap but they believe in killing pple.. I suppose they will be very well happy when everyone dies...and then they can rule.. nothing..

Killing is stupid... altho I support war.. and I do come into conflict with myself.. but killing unarmed people is stupid and cowardly..reeking of cowardice from every pore of the very murder comitted... what we do when we have power? Even religion...can't stop the basic primal instincts of the beasts of this world... those who flock under the cover of religion.. who pull wool over the eyes of everyone..all in the name of religion..

I don't say the Christian Church never did this.. yes, in our history we have.. so much so that Gandhi once said I love Christ but not christians.. do you know how powerful is its significance? How shamful? How the Jews hunted down the Christians in the early days.. and how when the Romans became Christians... hunted down the Jews?

A vicious cycle..one that never ends.. even in the times of civilisation..

haha.. the word civilised just makes me laugh.. its very meaning a dastardly mockery of our lives.. we are becoming uncivilised...whether we would want to admit or not.. just think?... and compare.. wats it mean to be civilised and not? Certainly singlish is considered...uncivilised.

I hope I haven't angered anyone but any statement I wrote.. if I do..I beg your pardon.. for this matter is weighing on my mind.. of you object..feel free to complain on my tagboard.

anyway..something to poke fun at myself...got it off Johnson's blog..

In case... you do not know wat virile means... from http://dictionary.reference.com/search?q=virile

Virile means

1)Of, relating to, or having the characteristics of an adult male.

2)Having or showing masculine spirit, strength, vigor, or power. See Synonyms at male.

3)Capable of performing sexually as a male; potent.

The last one is too much for me...I resign myself to my fate..

Rich? Luscious? Heehee.. yep!

Woah...we both need anger.. tsk tsk!

Gagz... this is getting too personal! haha! Stupid things to get things off your mind..

I don't read the newspaper.. its the same everyday!!

So paiseh yesterday.. I always keep saying Voldemort sucks...a jerk and I shouldn't and wouldn't act like him! I did...yesterday.. to well the first guy I liked in church? I din realli like him..its just was pressurised to..but ANYWAY.. I turned my head and saw him just as he saw me..a moment of recognition passed btwn us for tt split sec before I turned away and pretended he never existed.. I feel bad.. and hypocritical.. and I think he is trying to make up with me.. but I just can't and don't dare say hi..its not that I nv forgave himm..nothing to forgive..but erm yeah.. and trust my mum to tell me.. he keeps looking at u..and whenever u look at him..your face will be the blackest.. but yeah..sorry I'm taken. Besides.. my mum ALWAYS say this sort of funny things.. but I dunno if its true this time..

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