Wednesday, Jul. 21, 2004 - 4:23 a.m.
Not now.
I'm getting tips from Leon on how to do my essay..in a radical way.. hahah Kelvin I'm going thrash u! Lolx... sorry, kelvin and I are like reviving this dormant feud in GP and econs... stupid King of Econs =P
Anyway, I had this memorable convo with somebody... whom we shall call (N) and it went something like this...
(N)Hey hows you and *wink wink*?
I: Huhz, what do you expect me to say?
(N) Aiyeah you can everything is fine..
I: Er okay, everything is fine
(N) Good good *pause* I think you two are very compatiable
I: Huh? Why do you keep saying that?
(N)Why not? I think you two are very compatiable mahz... in fact I think both of you are perfect for each other, like some perfect couple, the role model couple for me lehz... I learnt a lesson from you all. And I think you all should stick with each other to the end and if you all should have any problems, which i don't think you all have... just stick with each other...
I just stared point-blank, amused.
Who wouldn't be? Esp if you thot he was some..well okay nv understood love.. but yeah.. I think that was saving grace on its own.. cos in times nearing PMS.. tuesday are like don't like Emerson days.. hehehe! ^_^ winkz.. I guess the day is too long thats why.. I need to break this cycle...
And I'm having a bad pimple outbreak.. just sick and tired of it.. *groanz*... cos it hurts..
Gagz.. i still haven't done my essay cos I'm typing this.. -_-'''...and talking to Leon..
I feel burnt-out..my zeal to study just got extinguished in one wk.. -_-.. Loserism...? Nahz... delusion.. cos I don't like to wake.. but wander in the eaves of slumber..
Mungen... heehee. Lolx.. Leon refuses to comment if I'm a defective mungen. Heehee.. it sounds so racist.
Well, I look at myself.. Chinese all right.. altho I can't speak an ounce of my native lang to save my skin..but inside.. I'm so conservative.. and traditionalist.. with Western and Chinese ideology mixed minced and blended together.. and I think I am turning mungen..from this mungen school..
Life is complicated and sophisticated.. and every morning I wake up to a hot breakfast cooked by my mum with dad preparing the table.. I come back home, ravenous and have hot food to eat, with a family to share it.. my dad said how many people actually wake up to hot breakfasts every morning? You are lucky to belong to the 5%.. I'm happy to have a lot of food to eat everytime I come home cos while trying to save and miss the crowd.. i'll eat very early and only once.. =( which leaves me VERY hungry when i get home.. =) always scavenging for food.. and yes, I eat out twice a wk.. and ='( that takes up alot of money..cos I go for tuition..and food there is like way ex.. *sobz*
I know that there is a love out there that overpowers what you give me.. I know but I don't say.. not when its early... and the pattering of the rain sharpens my thoughts.