Monday, Jul. 26, 2004 - 2:10 a.m.
I salute you, Mr Tony Chang
There isn't much for me to blog. I'm feeling realli realli bad and cramping.. which accounts for why i was so bad mood yesterday.. my PMS hit sky-rocket and I literally exploded.. which made it worse cos I was animating for mass.
I think I din do a good job..like u koe sang off key...quivered...wadeva.. but alex and dad said I was not bad. I think I'm stagnating and not being dynamic.. my singing seems flat.
Happy Birthday Kelvin! I'm sorry I gave u a physics qn to do on ur birthday!.. =( I will solve it for u today! Wahahaz =)...
Shitx. I'm really doubling up in pain. Wheres panadol when u need it? I sound like some druggie..
ANd I think its stupid to let PMS rule our lives...but I realise its acutely not possible.. Seriously. It is I-M-possible to not let it. =( and I surrender. I hate having PMS and I hate wat it heralds.
I getting down in the dumps. It hurts. It realli reali hurts.
And I did something stupid. It was fun-fair yesterday...and alex's ex-crush? Dunno if its realli a crush cos it was just a fading fad and yeah, he is incidentally getting fatter.. but he walked past alex..(oh yeah, he supposedly likes her) and I was hollering names at him b4 he turned ard...so I just left both of them to talk while I went in search of a ballot box.. =) talk abt embarassing urself for ur sister..
And I miss my teacher alot. My bestest greatest teacher of all. He taught me the most. He may not have a high sounding job teaching subjects.. yet he rawkz far more than any teacher i ever had. He believed in me and that mattered the most. How time flies. I miss him. I haven't contacted him for so so long. Hes always not at his desk when I call. Everything is so different now. Everything. I wish I can talk to him, meet him and fly my plane. I wish. I wish i wasn't a disappointment to him. I wish i did something right. But yeah, knowing my teacher, he would laugh it off. Act. I only call him Sir. And hmz.. i seem to have lost his pic.. oh well. I will post it another time.
Mr Tony Chang, I salute you. For where you had put me today even if u never will know.
I salute you.