Sunday, Aug. 29, 2004 - 2:52 a.m.
YFC: Soaring to Greater Heights
Hmz, how would you feel if you received a reply to your sms (sent at 8.29pm) at 11.03pm with the words..Just finished?
1) Worried cos tt means he hasn't taken dinner and lunch and most prob won't cos he is too tired... plus he has to wake up at like 8 again to continue his work at 9 plus.. well for all the scouts then...
2) Surprised cos this is like the latest he has ever worked (close to killing himself)... and never knew it could end THIS late...
3) Respect cos he knows its his duty and he is sticking to it.. while juggling with work and soccer.. plaintively speaking..literally killing himself cos he likes it..
And it goes on tho I'm running out of descriptive words.. sometimes these sort of things can't be explained.. esp if I was already knocked out at 10.30pm.. and just did housework most of the time plus a little homework. =) I take pride in perfecting wat I do.. and scrubbing toilet walls is one of them.. blehz. I wasn't even lugging wood and tying knots ard.. so yupz you see I think its amazing how hes going on..
(Secret note: I always wondered wat would happened if I became a venture hey hey! Don't be surprised.. I was in uniformed grp b4 k.. told ya I've been thru all sorts of CCAs in my school life: uniformed, sports, cultural, service and interest grps..but if I had been a venture I would have given up everything else... which I never would. BUt.. hahah Emerson always says don't think of buts.. I shall defy him! If I was a venture and HAD joined Cat High(which is a darn remote possibility), I would be stuck in the same rut as him.. and most prob in First Aid too! lolx. and we would have met earlier than expected and never turn out at all together.. cos being a gf of the venture chairman would be different than just being a surbordinate of the chairman. I would have drastically changed everything for him, literally. I wouldn't go further. So instead, we would just have to content at never turning out together...)
Anyway! Its TC time! Tony Chang time! I finally called my Sir after God knows how long. Actually it was Geraldine. Thanks gal! On Thursday 26 Aug..fourth period after econs, I rmbed my poor Sir and asked Gera help me call. So she said Hello may I please speak to Mr Tony Chang? And he said speaking.. she passed to me while a flurry of emotions siezed me..and I repeated is this Mr TOny Chang? Hahah he said yes speaking sounding a little irritated...in which I replied Sir do you rmb me?.. (pause) b4 he said yeah, you are Victoria! Ahahaz.. abit duh cos I only have a trademark way of calling him..using other pple. And we talked awhile,asking how each other was.. and he said was tt your sister just now? I was like no its my fren..and hes like why you always use others to call me? *blush* Well, told ya all it was trademark.
And I called him on Friday! =) And we talked..haha! I think I'm getting too talkative.. insisting more on my views..basically getting selfish..and Sir seems unable to understand my lingo.. he might be a little Ah Beng, but his english is still sound. Will be visiting him on Tuesday..hahah the rest of the teachers will be ignored cos he is my only special teacher that really rocked my world. =) and I'm dragging Emerson cos I din want to go alone and get lost myself at YFC.. neither did I think it would be met with such a violent rejection. ='( and I thought I wasn't asking much.
Well the next request might be a little too much cos I REALLY REALLY REALLY BADLY WANT TO FLY AGAIN! I haven't flown my model planes for like since sec 3? Its been ages! My planes' engines are all clogged up now! I can't move them and I might have forgotten how to fly! =(.. but I wanna feel the rush of wind at me and the adrenaline pumping thru my veins as I fly the planes! I cant describe it here.. but take my word, you would never have felt it b4.. Argh! Racing planes and combat planes. I want a combat plane badly.. in fact, I want a plane now. Ok ok I have two but nevertheless.. I wanna fly them! If I can I will show it to you all one day.. they are my darlings..and I would never ever throw them away! I love my planes.. and if I should gush abt Sir, its because I respect him and am grateful to him for all that he has done. Actually, I'm crazy over aeromodelling..not over my Sir.. just like how Marilyn is crazy over topless 5 and gera over ponsana! If I should fly on tuesday, I bet I would just go crazy with felicity.
You cant really understand the passion I feel for my planes...I may not be good at physics.. ack.. but I'm more crazy over it than you can ever imagine.. and just like someone who is so passionate abt his scouts.. I'm very passionate abt aeromodelling. If he plans to retire at 90..I plan to die with my planes... I sound ... hahahz.. well at least he can't laugh nor scorn at me.. argh! I cant bear it! I wanna smell the diesel, feel the wood.. smell the wood.. hear the roar of engines..be alone with the planes as I fly.. its a solitary sport if you practise but if you compete, you must know your plane well for you must be able to relate to it.. to become one.
I sound like an addict.. but seriously True Love is forever.. and I love my planes. Sighz.. you don't have to understand.
I have grown older.. matured.. going down the path of how others define as adulthood.. but I remain free... together with my planes.
YFC: Soaring to greater heights.