Monday, Sept. 20, 2004 - 11:59 a.m.
Now and then
I guess there comes a point in time of your life where you feel you have things under control.
Darn!
I seemed to have lost it. Quite seh from physics which was really difficult even if I didn't study.. haha..
And quite sehed to voidless emotions by a little incident. Got quite pissed but it settled down to no feelings at all.
I am tired. dissipated. ennui Okay.. that word is just growing on me.. sighz.. this thursday after the paper, I'm going out on a gastronomic trip with marilyn and gera b4 settling down for tuition again.. sighz...and fri I'm just lounging at home with nothing to do. Don't feel like watching dodgeball... got no money. It is quite crude too.. And it was Alex who invited me to go with her frenz. I know she would really like me to go, apparently her frenz regard me in high esteem.. but I always thot a big sis should nv accompany her sis cos it might make the company abit less jovial.
Guess, its just another day to be wasted.
And I signed up for this Law attachment prog on 2nd week of Dec. Heaven help me why I signed up...there were only two places... don't think kwan-terry was keen on me to go..but rather for Kelvin Tien Soon and Danny... but no..victoria had to sign up. Oh well, it will be an eye-opener. Even if it is not meant for me. Indeed I would have done something more on my list to do everything tt is humanely possible... even if its to be a researcher for one month or a supposed secretary for two weeks.. I get the work experience. And mum always wanted a lawyer in the family.. :) she says she don't mind even if it has to be a son-in-law or daughter-in-law.. she don't care. Its fulfilling her childhood wish of being a lawyer. Haha.. no wonder she is so taken with tt watshisname on singapore idol.. no not sylvester..some other guy.. hahah and with Sheng Jie..
But Sheng jie is smart! Lolx..well his whole family is.
I wonder what I should study in the Uni? Lolx... better get my grades first.. but by the looks of it, I sure am going to some Uni in the longkang..