Sunday, Dec. 12, 2004 - 3:30 a.m.
Sad farewells.. whos to say when I'm not here
All right.
I'm going to Malaysia in a few hours and I still haven't slept. Remind me when I come back.
If I do.
Anyway this is the third time in a week. I slept at five on Thur, morning after prom. I slept at five thirty on friday morning to finish Book 2 on the Book of Belgariad. Saying its captivating.. is just half of the stone unturned. But mostly cause it was a good book and Alex read it earlier than me. And she is a slow reader. So while she sleeps I read Book two so I'm ahead of her. Can u imagine she starts reading a page.. I intersect at the fifth paragraph read till the end.. she is at the last paragraph of the first page. I wash up, brush my teeth wash face and where is she? At the half of the second page! Now tts WOLS.. tho her frens dun think so. How can anyone read so slowly as her?!?!?
Yes. ALot of things have been happening. Too much to actually concede.
Anyway on Monday went for the job attachment interview.. lalala... only thing mum says the allowance is too small to the pt of exploitation.. but I AM NOT going to be turned by money. Stupid. Tho Russell was sweetcos he accompanied me.. hahah other comments in the afternoon not to be said. I highlighted my hair red.
Tuesday saw me going out.. lets just say the storm brews ever so readily in the house. But I went out to LAN and thrash Russell splendidly at Battlefield but you would realise.. its all a bluff.
Wed was Prom. Now.. it was seriously a bad day if you asked russell. I was cursing.. and spewing cos my mum had one of her foul menopausal tempers that just took the cake. So much of the dolling up was under anger. Plus the fact of sulking which wasted vulnerable time, yes ( Just checked a blog and my greatest fear hasn't been realised. A line maybe barbed but nevertheless I dunno why I'm agitated. Maybe cos I can't assess and the happening wasn't based on the grounds of my choice).. so the everything was rather hurried. Manicure and pedicure done in twenty mins.. most girls would know tt as IMPOSSIBLE.. an egg mask for twenty mins a bath for ten mins.. lots of hsyterical movement.. ONE BLIND AND ASSHOLIC NEIGHBOUR who took our taxi.. what else? Yeah but things relatively smoothed over..hahah mark passed some fantasy books to marilyn who had to embarrass herself on my behalf.. sorry..the fantasy books are what I'm caught up with right now.
Hmz...had to change hotel room cos of their DIsMAL service.. we wanted a King size bed.. anyway before tt we were still primping.. yada yada..of course with my mum telling me endlessly I must behave like a lady cos I kept running up and down and bouncing and being boisterious.. hardly uncommon for me right? Yeah but later we went down and I must say my contacts were like not adjusted for astigmatism so I couldn't see much only blurred faces.. hahah it was fun.. as I tried to make up my mind if people are waving at me..or at someone else.. squint squint b4 just waving in case.. sorry if I din see many tt day cos I was HALF-BLIND! =(.. but Russell looked resplendent in his suit lols.. and I took many pictures.. i seem to have alot of guy frens.. cos many of my other pics didn't turn out.. so out of the guys.. two pics of russell was retarded so little wonder my mum's fren thot wy was my bf.. -_-
But yes most guys looked handsome tt night.. but all the same. While the girls come in an assortment..me included.. lolx. Nvm. We are all here for 'fun'. COnsidering the Principal and VP din come I was chagrined by their indifference..but I guess they would have spoilt everything. And Kelvin gave me my BIRTHDAY present! Isn't he sweet? It was the panzer game.. tt russell incidentally wanted to get me too. Hmz.
ANd I was gushing abt the panzer game when they announced the winner of Ms AJC. Now, which is more impt? Killing of Allieds or wearing the crown? Regretfully it was the crown. SO for my first and last coronation I was made prom queen 2004. Wow. Considering what had passed since morning, hmz.. I din feel much cos I felt i wasn't pretty enough. The whole entire process was like some rushed job tt I din take pride in. BUt I was made prom queen. I guess I did gag enuff.. the stages won't exactly easy. I was the first nominated girl.. so I had to do a catwalk first. COnsidering I was tottering and hunching.. um. I almost panicked till my hands froze. I just offered everything to God and tried confidentally to walk down. I can't rmbed what I did, held the skirt did some look behind and yes, I was done. My frenz said I looked professional and it was comfort. Cos Victoria of 15/03 wasn't ready to be prom queen. But I couldn't feel disappointment at all.. I was too intoxicated by something.. we later had to showcase our talents and I sang 'All I do the whole day through' in SInging in the rain.. while doing a lesbian act with janice. Now of course its wierd tt my aunt was most unhappy no one could take pictures of the lesbian act.
I thot I cracked.
Then we had some Q and A.. and I din eat much food tho Russell was real nice to help me get the food. Gagaz.. I said my best feature was to laugh.. haiz.. Kelvin and Amanda congratulated me at this stage.. saying I would be crowned.. hahah I ran around taking pictures... then demanded Kelvin to give me my prezzie. Um.. you know the rest tho when kelvin wanted to enter they searched him and accused him of porno and pircacy..lolx.
Well after I got crowned with Ganesh and he gave me his arm to go to the dance floor and dance.. where I was starting to panic cos I can't dance.. And Russell..with all attention focused on him, with all his frens of 0503 and my class of 1503 cheering, came up to the dance floor. In FULL view of everyone, he told Ganesh that you are not having this dance as she is mine.. and Ganesh walked off. So wth was I supposed to do? Thank goodness the lights were dim.. we tried to dance and failed. I guessed I should have kissed him but I sort of lost my head on what to do.. and um... *blush* But he is sweet right?
But I feel bad for Ganesh I hope it wasn't humiliating and also *gulp* I'm sure there were others girls who wanted the crown badly. But I did.. so um I feel bad cos I'm unworthy. But after tt, we met Leon Sara and GM.. I was a bit tad tense cos Mark and WY came too. Russell, Marilyn, gera and I had already gone up to the hotel room where I changed! Thank heavens that I wore just jeans and shirt.. and astonished those who just saw me mins before as prom queen. Erm. I was the only one who was casual saved for Leon Gm and sara.. so um, we went to eat b4 Leon, Mark, WY, Russell, Marilyn and Gera and I went to play cs.. the guys were real nice.. well at least Leon and Russell, who taught us girls but yeah we were poor sport for them to play. They were like big brothers to us little sisters.. So I guess they were bored. Shite.. I can nv realli smote myself for the blunder. But i guess this event has its own significance. We played for two hours..and enjoyed ourselves tremendously! =) I always loved cs tho i forgot how to play. ='( next time gera marilyn and I will play our own cs.. since we aren't exactly barbed enuff.
Well we slept late as you all know.. and um woke up for sakae sushi which resulted in me being bloated. Russell sent me home.. sighz. He is really nice.
Next day we met early.. I was abit exhausted having finished the second book and um we went for roti prata.. and then to seletar country club. I think my mum is nice to him when she makes up her mind to be. and we played tennis. He is not bad, quite keen and plays like my dad. Inclination towards sports. But yeah...hahah I enjoyed it with him if not for my arrogant brother who feels he is the best. But I guess russell is very patient with me.. but then, I was short-tempered due to exhaustion. No excuse tho. Russell is good in tennis.
We din care for bowling so we played pool which russell had to instruct since I haven't played for a year...yeah. I am rather a tribulation to him, am I not? And for all his trouble, we went home to watch Pride and prejudice. for six hours. and he passed the test. Either becos he liked it or cos my mum also was watching. Either way he sat thru it. And actually laughed at the jokes. Its not cause I think he is dense.. but um I thot he might not find it funny. But yeah he did laugh..and said he found similarity in some ways I act as compared to the characters. Oh well. =) I'm so proud. It isn't an easy feat and something my dad would rather die than go thru.
We played carrom and I tried to keep him as long as possible cos I won't be seeing him for long.. too long in fact. I'm going to malaysia and I'm gonna miss him. AFter tt, he entertained my brother to which I'm grateful while I read the book. His touches are most comforting and I wish we could have embraced.. lolx.. but five days without him and absolute no communication is unbearable. Until to the pt, I'm rather mad at him. COs I would miss him so so so much. But what can I do?
Nothing.
=(
Bye for now.