Thursday, Feb. 24, 2005 - 11:32 a.m.
I AM VERY SORRY LAO BAN
Well.. I might have gotten the SIngapore Power job.. BUT my mum signed me up for this one week initiation prog which I shan't go into detail.. not exactly signed up but forced me.. and I had to call to confirm.. which makes me horribly guilty to Angela for helping me get the SP job.. and I so did wanted to work with Geraldine and Lao Ban.. =( I'm very sad..plus the opportunity cost is quite high..
I dun earn anything from the prog but I will at least get money from the SP job..of course its not confirm I get but yeah..I might.. oh the what ifs.. ="( double tears.. plus SP is so near my place.. gagz..yes I'm tt desperate to get a job, not to mention the fact my bf is pushing me.. like have u gotten a job yet? The only ppl not worrying are my parents.. -_-!!! And i thot they would be the ones who u koe.. oh yeah.. plus they also hooked me up with their fren who hooked me up with one of his employees to learn insurance.. since apparently.. if u can sell insurance.. u can sell anything. Which basically means I would have tried all kinds of jobs.. which inevitably will gif me the label of job hopper.. but u see.. UNLIKE this particular someone in the army.. I'm at least attempting to do all things tt is humanely possible. Hey, I'm trying to cheer up! But what hits me is tt I un get any money.. sighz..
So while ppl have MONEY to buy stuff and shop.. not tt I shop, but yeah they have money to do like what they want.. and I have to borrow money from my bf.. pathetic right? I wish I got a job.. and I realise I dun have skirts to wear to the office.. hoot boy. And no money plus I look funny in long skirts.. I HATE LONG SKIRTS.. I dun mind short.. but um.. why am I whining?
Ok, I admit my family is great.. sorry abt that outburst on my mum.. lets hope she will nv find it.. but my mum is great fun when she is ok.. when she is mad.. hoot boy! And I suppose I am rather rude.. and I have no reason to be..
I have to continue reading the insurance book and the insurance brochure.. hmz.. if I got the SP job.. I wouldn't do it.. but yeah I realise how impt life insurance is. I won't sell to u all lahz..but will tell u why its impt. I mean u all can dun listen but seriously.. u shld consider it manz.. I'm gonna buy one once I get a stable income.. and
I AM VERY SORRY LAO BAN!!!!!!!! =(
Btw,yesterday, russell was juggling bottles and had to be pumped.. and the sir made him do one push-up for me! =D plus he had live grenade throw today and I thot him to aim at me.. which he made some disagreeable noises to.. lolx =D