Friday, May. 20, 2005 - 8:37 a.m.
Scared and marred
ENg Wen says I'm not suited for the army.. thats why the OC yesterday wanted me to talk to five people, well, ladies before I make the army my vocation... And yeah....I'm just not meant to be.
ANd he made me read a book abt personalities and careers and say I'm really not suited.
Now I'm very depressed. Is everything a facade? That the army is not for me? Then what is for me?!?!?!
I'm very pissed and fed up. I know this is an important decision.. but I also want to have fun.
Shite.
The interview yesterday was ok.. but I waited for 4 hours. And I dunno why guys tell me this... Is it because they cant make it? Or its some male ego?
I'm rather lost. Always am.
Watched Star Wars last night. Surprisingly, RUssell and I got tickets like 1 hour before the show on its Opening Night.. but mind u it was because it was at Tiong Bahru. Hmz... nice show with nice graphics.. cute yoda..nice sabres.. =P Unfortunately, my first star wars show.
Had a great and unthinkable morning yesterday. Quite warm.
Now I'm marred...